Thursday December 19th the day before Solstice Eve. I am an "eve" person. that's when stuff happens for me. the "day Of", i just stand and LOOK. New Year's eve, Solstice eve. so, with tomorrow eve in mind, i go out to take a look at how things stand Out There. and somewhere in my mind those words….."I am always behind"….are mumbling . And as i do, really, just a few things, like move those 5 cement blocks, stuff the gray water hose under the house, rake some, put the new feed/water tubs in the 2nd doe pen, inbetween all that feeding some peanuts in the shell to my Friends, it occured to me to wonder…Behind What? What am i always behind?????
and yes, this does look a little uhhhh, unkempt,
but really, all i have to do is change my Point of VIEW a little, and it's ok. Not like New Mexico Magazine photo shoot, but…ok and ok enough.
even here, by the horse trailer. it's ok. from efforts a few weeks ago. good enough.
So…what exactly am I behind? and i have no good answer. i am pretty much ok. there is always a never ending occurance of things needing to be done Out There, not to mention In Here, and not to mention Cloth that wants to come into being, but really, i realize, it's just all going along as it Can. so i have a different View of Just Going tonight. a lighter View, a View with a happy hum.
and i have some very nice weed piles and if WIND stays over behind the Rim, tomorrow Eve i will burn them.
and set the hose to drip in the Magnificant Compost.
and i moved the Child Buddha from the Diamond Garden over here, to the Raft for the next couple or few days, or longer.
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