So.   again…that old Unforseen.

 

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in order for the gates into and out of the pens to be Free,  i had to dig them free.  little was i aware that in the year and a half they've been here they could create SO MUCH new earth.  New Earth,  that's really something to think about.  i never would have imagined.  this is the Front main pen gate and i had to dig down almost 6 inches to swing the gate open.  How amazing.  and the second pic is of it piled up…it's really EARTH…like, you could plant Anything in it and it would THRIVE!  but that wasn't what today was about.  and  then,  the Way Back gate…, even more.  i forgot to take a pic there.  but even Deeper….because their tub where i drop the flakes of feed over the fence is right next to that gate.  Goats are notorious as feed wasters…they are wild with it, lots flies out.  and even tho i go through the house and deliver that initial drop to three different tubs farther away,  a lot gets flung around.  So…even deeper there i had to dig and because it's a South facing place,  it's warmer, all winter long and there were

worms

many many worms!!!!   so i went down to that point but stopped there to give the worms a chance to retreat deeper.  in the morning i think the coast will be clear.    

 

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but here's the Corridor between the back fence and the Albatros connecting both front pens.  They ran back and forth all day,  forgetting inbetween, then remembering and running again, getting lost then finding themselves, getting lost again.    Caroline and her daughter Karma had the hair along their spines on end,  their tail hair fanned out.  Lucky Star even spun sideways many times and DID head but with Caroline, rising up on her hind legs and coming down a little hard.    Because that second forgotton pen is back across from the Buck pen,  all of the bucks lined up along the fence in fascination, their upper lips curled back, noses in the air so they could best appreciate the smell of close does.  Even Nogal. 

So what actually happened was only Half of It.  i realized that what would make it Good would be to have a good working gate at one end of the Corridor.  Good working gates make all the difference in the world.

 

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so i called the Goat Helping guy to see if he had some time.  yes.  so he came and in his oh so slow methodical way cut a piece of cattle panel and attached some good strong livestock fencing to it.  Slow going.

 

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this is like Permanent.  wrapped wrapped wrapped and then clamped close…" so they don't hurt their noses"…yes.  no nose will get hurt.  and it's  STRONG.  

 

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this is how cattle panel is attached so it has a Hinge.  and can move as a gate.  this is ….hmmmm, electrician's tape?/plummer's tape?  i forget.  but its metal and has two different sized holes in it.  makes a perfect hinge.   

So tomorrow.  tomorrow after i finish digging out the Way Back gate,  i'll close this gate for a while and let all those Goats run through.  Big Day.   but today,  in stead of anxiety,  i feel excitement.  We will do it.  We will see what happens.  i feel my tail hair flairing.

 

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late in the day without a flash

 

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trying…the light…not a good time of day, well, not even day.  Dark outside.  but  i loved fooling with the light…trying.   i managed to invisible baste everything down as the day became dark and i LOVE looking at it.  I don't know if it will "read" that way for anyone else, but for me, those shapes at the top are all the RIMS of Earth that those wandering spirits frequent.  i can't remember in the moment what it's called…Distance,  foreground then things way far away???? can't remember, but that's what i see.  and that so Great and Wonder Full little SUN…so far far away….

i really love this cloth.  really love it.

 

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26 responses to “THREE HUNDRED!!!!! 65 more days!!!!!!! oooo and eeeeee”

  1. beth Avatar

    Perspective? Maybe the unforeseen breaking it into smaller parts is good–going slowly. 300!

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  2. grace Avatar
    grace

    …no…not perspective, but as i thought that……
    DEPTH OF FIELD
    it’s DEPTH OF FIELD!
    AND YES…300 days. Every day. boring or not. 300 days!
    what to think????????????????

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  3. Linda Avatar

    wondering if after 365 you will keep going?
    love this cloth too…

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  4. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    there is so much in this little cloth. it somehow gives a sense of the distance they wander, as well as the shelter. and that shelter is so fine. . .like a hearth. . .and a room which keeps opening inward. I love it as well.

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  5. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    “Whew” again…for earth digging, for three hundred days, for gate making and the excellent goat-helping guy, for darkness and light, and for the rich spirit shelter cloth which is so good to see with it’s tiny sun in the far distance up there. It’s all very exciting. Noo wonder your tail hairs are up :->

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  6. grace Avatar
    grace

    on this FREE day for you, i don’t know. 365????
    366?
    I don’t know. i really really don’t know.
    this cloth…yes. Love……

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  7. grace Avatar
    grace

    what if it’s Real?, i think. this imagined wandering of
    Earth Spirits? some say it IS. what if this is True?
    then…what kinds of shelter do we offer?????

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  8. grace Avatar
    grace

    i loved the digging. seeing how the Goats had made such good good Earth. simply by their Beingness. this is important., how their Being, eating/living/being
    creates such fertile soil. This is really HUGE

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  9. yvette Avatar

    in stead of anxiety, i feel excitement. We will do it. We will see what happens. i feel my tail hair flairing.
    oooo grace!
    good
    good
    love you!

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  10. Minka Avatar
    Minka

    I’m getting excited! Still cannot picture it all….want an aerial shot but understand that is unreasonable….and really ok…splendid, actually, just as is.

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  11. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    The edge of the world, the sun anchoring, the subterranean shelter- a mosaic of spirit and spirit calling in the form of those 4 legged furry beings who created such good earth and called up the worms…an excellent example of the sacred ordinary.

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  12. judy keathley Avatar

    beautiful earth.
    beautiful cloths.
    & wire-weaving.
    wow.

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  13. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    of course it is real. and why would we think that the wandering spirits are anything other than we ourselves? we have been meeting in dreamtime all our lives and probably not remembering. and now, with this whirled (nod to india flint) wide web we are able to track each other. . .meet in the shelter of windthread or spiritcloth and so very many others. and even, most wonderful of all, share time in person like you and marti. oh. . . it is very real.

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  14. Mo Crow Avatar

    Hi Grace the coming of the worms and depth of fertile soil reminds me of Divine Right’s Trip (serialized in the Whole Earth catalogue) when he start keeping rabbits!

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  15. nance Avatar

    It’s all about shelter , isn’t it? Your cloth, the goats new passage and spaces, the worms. Gimme shelter from the storm! Can’t remember who sang that Dylan? Yes. Dylan.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    there are so many Kinds of real…reading your words here,
    i thought about it much of the day.
    When i think of these Wandering Spirits that those gourds
    first meant to shelter, and now this cloth, i think of
    very ethereal entities…not at all human, but like
    uhhh, Intelligences. Maybe their forms are a flash of
    color or bright light? or maybe they simply perceived as
    a SENSE. like a Sense of Movement, or Warmth, Coolness?

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    i love you too Yvette.
    you would have flairing tail hairs too, i KNOW you would

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    an aerial shot…yes…i’ve thought of drawing it.
    there’s no way i can get the camera to really show what it
    is…
    maybe i’ll draw it….

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    it is, isn’t it. so Sacred of Ordinary. yes. you love
    those words so much and yes. that is exactly what it was/is.

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    i looked more at the wire after your words here and
    really, it is beautiful…and so Care fully done.
    but then, i thought…well….he is actually a jewelry
    maker…so….yes. it would be this way.

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    MO…oh Lordy…i’d forgotten….Divine Right. ohhhhh….

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. Shelter. that’s been an ongoing thread for me
    for so so so long. the other word i love is
    Asylum

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  23. KAMFreeman Avatar

    Rolling Stones…Gimme Shelter…apropos all the moving, shoveling, getting ready for the shift…The piece, the stitches..all moving in a direction of seeking shelter…wonderful movement especially in the lower area of the cloth…it says shelter to me…it is quite lovely.

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  24. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    yes, i see what you mean.
    i think that our understanding evolves. . .at least mine has.
    i used to perceive these entities in the tree tops. spirit presence without personality or ego. . .just pure energy, yet holding time and space for discernment. . .communion.
    and now they feel more shoulder to shoulder with us.
    yet there are so many ways of framing these things.

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  25. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. our understanding changes as we go…evolves….
    OPENS, i think. i think when we WANT shoulder to shoulder
    ….Shoulder to Shoulder can come…?????
    how we
    “frame”
    is how we need, how we
    use
    what IS.
    it’s all SO MUCH. and could be Anything, and that’s really
    i think, the Beauty of it.
    What do i NEED, as an individual, with the life experience i have, with the life i now live…What do i
    NEED…
    and really, i am thinking that it is ALL THERE…available, Waiting even???????

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  26. grace Avatar
    grace

    now, today, and then into tomorrow, i go to that Lower
    Area of the cloth
    i’m glad you see that….

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