ai woke as usual…those split seconds of no memory of How It Is….the clear clean feel of just Morning and then i remembered. And always the hope that the NEWS will give some good thing, but it doesn't. So i put the water on for tea and went out on the step till it boiled. Began reading, following links and soon i got to one that like Laurie Anderson said, was enough to stun an ox. But i was stunned by my own ignorance. Sat a long time with that. Not knowing where to go from there till it came to be time to go Feed. That done, i sat with thoughts again and was startled by the degree to which i wanted the innocence of that ignorance back. How strong the wish was to NOT KNOW.
still, the image is distorted but not so obvious with Plants… For the first time since Michigan, i will be in the presence of Black Eyed Susans. This single plant…16 blossoms. Soon.
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