windthread

after almost an hour and a half this morning,   there was finally     this.     i write every day in these notebooks,  that used to be stenographers note books .   Have since i guess my 2o's.   and then,  with Julia Cameron,  i was told they were Morning Pages…a practice.   Years.      and this is what was,  this morning.   Nothing.    for the last days,  very little,  but this morning….nothing.  

whats happening here??????

the thought i had was to say something about    "the weather",   the RAIN and WIND but  Self said….i don't want to talk about the weather anymore…the weather IS.    Just is and nothing "said" about it ….serves.   i wanted to just turn away but then suddenly,  there was the awareness that 

    there was/is           an Elephant in the Room.          that said    Wait.   Wait.        the "weather"    is        Climate Crisis.    Climate Crisis.  You cant turn away.    and it opened out from there,   the Elephant  showing…..three examples of what can't be turned away from….    Climate Crisis    Gaza    Birthright    just three of many,  but can't be turned away from ,  because they are too hard.        Need to be            acknowledged.           Need to be spoken  about….given words.   So….2025 …  to Stand and Face.   from Pinkola~Estes