i am repeating.   I can't help it.    Things are requiring that of me….requiring that until i can move.   out of the repetition.    The urge to just stop blogging was Strong today.   Do i want to?     i am repeating.    repeating is not  "blog worthy"  but i also have ZERO motivation to  "come…

it's time.   Both.   consciously.      aware.    ok. i don't remember making this much so far….?????      Found today when looking for something else entirely.   Was just There Time to continue with this,  with awareness,  with conscious ness.    Life is short.

6 the potatoes give the answer.     and  the answer is about so much more than  the potatoes.     I LOVE.   BeYond  Love   how this Cloth….is an absolutely Clear       illustration    of  what it all  is.      

  maybe words tomorrow  

the "flannel boarding"  continues   i interpreted it as Stuck….  the slide show in my head….stuck,  like something was wrong with the Projector,  or maybe the slides themselves…..but today,   Re Viewing  again,  after the again and again and again,   i realized it is just that i am unable to understand these two things.   So they, …

have been harvesting squash small.    for stir fry.  there's always that zucchini that hides.   This one was a foot long,  Round….heavy.  at first i was bummed…how didn't i See????   but then i remembered the summer Ecstatic Ritual…..of…..Zucchini Pizza.   Probably the totally BEST thing. Shredded 4 C zucchini…with skin.       1/2 t  salt   …

i did next to nothing but feed and give water.   i guess not next to nothing,  but      nothing.   i got stung by something. there are a lot of vague questions floating.    I used to call it Interior  Weather.    to make it sound more interesting than just a vague sense of questioning. …

along the Path Back.   I don't know what it is, how it might have occurred.  it is not the bark.   on the way back from the Black Swing.      i read today that Octavia E. Butler's  Parable of the Sower is to become a MOVIE.   Director to be Garrett Bradley ,,,,Google her….and  there is…

again,   a Beauty Full piece of Dana's work  and speaks of this Time as words just cannot do…or Thought even….just the sense of Things so i will continue with the Rest that swirls continuously around and leave this,  as is ,  until ….until….well,  until i do not know what.  because i don't now What.

self explanatory except maybe the long loved pencil sharpener whose blade is blunt and i cannot seem to get another.  Dick Blick   has them,  but they are referred to as bullet in their names and California will not receive such they tell me.   I love it because it worked for so many years and also…