more fully realizing,  and maybe not really Realizing yet,  the difference of the Making here.  Now that Out Side has opened from the rain,  from the continuing of familiar ways that a season of rain allows,  or,  encourages….Now that Out is most where Life takes place,  in putting pieces together here today,  i realized that…

i had mended these worn spots on this pillow Cover,  was so happy with the mending and then it went into the wash and, o, eeeee,   the extent of the wear became clear.  The Other side was fine.  So i just kept putting the Other side out,  visible,  leaving this soft worn side quiet and…

9 months since they have roamed the Hill.   the doe Goats Since it is Thinking Back Time,   i spend some time Remembering them in New Mex.  Their world there of sand within Fence.  No view.  They had no view.   or,  a single Point of View.  Fence.  they had their migratory corridor from one fenced yard…

copper pot and lilacs   Looking cloth.   roots.    Birds above….what below?

  and this Cloth…now,  in Celebration of the Spirit of Emily Dickenson If you want to be SURPRISED and AMAZED,  go…Listen to  Future Primitive    podcast of 4-20-2019 interview with Steven Herrmann about the "prophetic visionary",  Emily Dickinson.   His book:  Emily Dickinson:  A Medicine Woman for Our Times. I never imagined.

a female  Wind       I met Alyssia and the kids at the Storage Place at noon.   She had decided that she can use the futon couch,  two chairs the dresser and my beloved stove Sabine at her house.   For now.    All the two days of loading things in New Mex,  i kept…

a branch of philosophy that deals with the first principles of things,  including abstract concepts such  as being,  knowing,  substance, cause, identity, time and space. Metaphysics I think a lot now in the context of what i might want to talk with Emrie about…in the time  i will have with  her,  as she is just…

i have thought about many many things today.  I'll come back to this tomorrow.  It's too crowded in my mind right now

We were there.  In the most natural way,  a time of Great Loss.  We felt it and responded. Irene immediately offered her tapestry loom,  Jude,  a table loom and Micael,  in Santa Barbara,  a FLOOR LOOM that she said she would bring up to Susie in a UHaul….! all the shipping is covered.  We breathe.…

one of the very first Cloths.  Woven strips of  stained muslin.   it's hard to tell here.  It's the clothes line Out Back in the old home in Polvadera.  In the Desert.   There were a couple more things,  scraps/fragments hanging on the line,  but i remember vaguely wanting them for some other Cloth as time went…