so.  how to go from here.   it feels like there are decisions to make.   ?,  decisions?,   or,  maybe agreements.  Agreements with Self.  Maybe this. some kind of agreement with Self about how to take In and Experience all that is in the near future….in what Was my country.  Even if i think…

this morning,  as most mornings,  the Goats are off into the forest almost before dawn.   Halfway through my second tea,  they have circled around and for whatever reason of their own come at a run down over the far hill,  spilling over to their Commons with the Bucks,  their old Forest.  They come really…

  watching the flowers wither today.   They  are here,  in my face,  on the table.   Letting go of their original selves.  And i see the Beauty of this….around the glass,   fallen petals….still in the glass,  petals that are becoming dry and thin  and i think about my friend Dora.   Back in…

Done.  I'm Done.   i listened to Frazey Ford,  over there on the side bar.  Multiple times today,  and watched.   and   I'm done.  You can google the words. I watched them vote.   after pretending.  Am so done with pretending.  Just done.  I am going to WATCH for any tiny single thing that…

i'm looking at specific places that i can document.  Photograph and re photograph as the Season circles on and around.   This is one of the trunks of the Morning Tree community of Live Oaks.   This particular small space,  was a dusty brown.  Bark looking for the last months.  I can't tell you what…

it's RAINING.  I waited.  Didn't want to close the door.  Now the floor is wet,  there are towels.    Tay and i had been out,  tying down the tarp over the Doe Goat Shelter.  There was Wind making it billow up. WIND and   THUNDER….THUNDER.  We ran down the Hill to A to see as…

this is at the edge of the Hill's forest,  looking down across the meadow to the North East of Alyssia's campsite A.  The Goats have made a good dent in the dry grasses that are there,  but still,  a little less than half remain.  This is probably close to two acres?  An acre and a…

it rained..   IT RAINED.  just some.  just small rain,  but it RAINed.  Doe Goats,  who are loose,  forgot.  They forgot where to go.  They went under the horse trailer,  and it wouldn't work so they went under this Travel Trailer and it didn't work either and so they didn't know what to do  and…

  bird.  Spirit bird.  Bird.    Crow, specifically. how would one …..make….a bird?   how would one make a Spirit bird?   What is the difference between  Bird and Spirit Bird?