the color. i can't get it.  Not this brownish,  which is beautiful in this pic,  but not it….it's a grey kind of brown,  from the Oak Galls but no matter how i tried,  it wouldn't come True.  But i like,  very much the Marks   today was day 5 of the antibiotic injections for…

  to me,  always the Moment of the "year",  the circle of seasons.   the point upon which so much pivots.   this time,  in this Place,  where everything so ancient is new to me,  i understand,  as in Felt/Sense,  that it is the time of Beginning here.   There is an expectant feeling to…

remember the mood rings?  it would have begun flickering the other day when i remembered that Rune out of nowhere.  Adversity.    the simple configuration of pine needles triggering it,  the memory.   Down at B.  Took a while but a very slight reference completly out of context set things in motion.  I woke off…

each morning.  Food.  the leaves were glorious for 2 months,  12 inches and Wide,  beauty Full and brilliantly elegant leaves and we harvested them to eat for the beginning of the day,  chopped and stirfried with summer squashes,  choyte,  cilantro, parsley,  other greens, as spinach and broccoli,  cabbage and a LOT of onions,  ginger and…

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i loved Runes.  Tarot.  and i learned much from the study of these.  The Rune i loved most,  and cast a lot was Consider the Uses of Adversity….i don't remember the Proper name of it….it's been a long time.   But i remember always those words and they have held strong.  Consider the Uses of…

the color, the texture,  the beingness of this Earth here.      at first,  in my mind,  i thought Ponderosa Pine…because it was familiar,  but, looking,  Not.  The Law's Field Guide To The Sierra Nevada,  the key words:  sparce, multi branched crowns.  Large, heavy cones with savage spines.  savage.  give away.  Foothll or Gray Pine.…

I read it.  sometimes only a paragraph.  Sometimes a few paragraphs at a time.    I do this because he,  a scientist,  a winner of the Nobel Prize,  a physicist,  He and i have the same question.   "Our question is a most natural one, in the context of spiritual cosmology.  If an energetic and…

      feeling.  There is some kind of shift this morning…season.  It's turning.  and i will be here,  in this Place of such extraordinary Beauty.  Where Life vibrates at such a High Frequency.  Feelin a little crazy with it. This human being has learned to walk.  She walks up and down a hill.  She…

whether it is of the Plant People,  or of mammals,  or of reptile,  or of of of of….the Beings.   There are so many specific and very singular qualities that have evolved for such singular and specific and elegant reason.  I want to know more of this and to be so  Stunned by it all…