remember them?  advertised in the comic books?   so, that's the image that comes to mind,  how i have felt/still feel, some.  Reconstituting.  Finding self all in a Big Surprise.   the new phone,  that actually can make and receive phone calls here has this incredibly great camera .   Alyssia has spent literally HOURS…

l    learning this phone thing    More soon.  Big love

this is the last.  am off now Until.   I love You All very much,  You are my Family……. Postcards soon. Love and Beyond…..  

no matter how it goes, now,  Everything is Good.   Travis came by late afternoon.  He'd slept a lot of the day.  Good.   He came just to talk.  Catch up.  Make plans for tomorrow. and i'll just tell it how i remember the conversation,  in no particular order He told me that it was difficult when…

had not received any further word from the Hill.   Left for laundromat,  grocery,  Post Office and most important,  the UHaul place.  The place that told me a couple weeks ago that they "always" have Trucks the size i am thinking about,  and that they don't reserve.  But not to worry.  So i go today and…

this morning,  i penciled Us in.  Me, Tay, Tazmeena,  there at campsite B.   and then i turned the camera just a little,  and there I was…looking all Spirit like.  The sunlight from behind in the Room reflecting off the graphite.  How interesting.  and it fixed things for me.  I'd woken being afraid.   Wanting to…

70 and a soft warm SUN   child buddha on SnowBunny's grave   the two rocks that are like her…same colors,  and crystal and the blue heart of Love   there are two of these cement blocks.  They go.   some extremely weathered cloth…fragile…originally from the Raft,  then moved for Snowbunny.  I will take Time…

this is what the 1983 Toyota Pickup truck Sunny does.   For 5 years,  including yesterday,  Sunny brought Goat feed.  Bales of it.  Every month or so.  Never missed.  Always.  Didn't skip a beat.  like i've said before,  they are highly valued farm trucks.  every time i am getting gas up at the truck stop,  someone…

way back when we began talking about this Happening,  when Jenny and Alyssia had just bought the Hill,   I found 3 SunFlower pendants on Margaret's jewelry table at our Farmer's Market.  Margaret loves buying all manner of inexpensive bits of jewelry and beads.  Some are sold as they are when she ordered them,  some she…