to let it be however long    just going back to  FEEL it    and then it begins to tell you what it wants you to know.   dont know if you can see,  but upper right,  the Essential Beings appeared and i thought…????   have nothing to do with this but they did and do.   They…

  my son and his family…his woman.  his daughter,   Giana.   Her man,  her father.      Family vacation to  Glacier Nat'l Park Project 2025    advocates  the sale of Public Lands    for private enterprise.

it was Typepad last night.   Just  "wouldn't"   and  i  gave up and went to sleep. but i'm in the same place today.   These numbers are from Sunday morning.  They have changed but not significantly.    This fire is the largest active blaze in the United States.    It is expected to burn       …

  by the turn of events i read and read and read….look,  look,  look.     this is a once in a lifetime thing that's happening.   i want to know it in all its variations.   i want to understand what's happening.   and the day goes so quickly….    i thought i had a lot of time…

once in a while i have moments of Absolute Clarity upon waking from a nap.     Today.     a Fire that cannot be contained in this time of climate crisis.   239,000 acres   advancing at 4 to 5,ooo  acres/hour    In my mind,  i see this.   Understand this.       My 78 year old self…both able…

i have till August to be ready.   

that placket….for the Magic buttons….the cloth of the  dress so thin,  so Light,  so hardly there.   How would this work? ,  those buttons?     I glanced over at this shirt,  this square of    Kantha     that was put just for beauty on the back of the shirt…just for beauty  but i  picked   it up…

wouldn't it be  ironic i grin ear to ear.   just the thought of it.   A woman.   a woman of color and originS.      wouldn't it be ironic. maybe the meek can inherit the Earth

needed a placket.   Magic Buttons have weight.       i had off handedly wished for a Therapy Group to work through all i'd not become.  said that and then in conversation here,  we would need a facilitator and Wendy,  Wendy Golden Levitt,   appeared   Out of the Blue and said     i'll do it.    Gathering…