something it's not?  and never can be?   just Going with what IS     

I DID IT!     That lower left corner….where it fell on the ground when hanging it up…..it'll brush off.   It wasn't easy but it wasn't hard.    It was washing a full size bedspread in a bucket.     soaked 2 days,    agitated on and off one,   4 rinses   but i did it and i…

  i was going to tell why.    But as i come to do that,     i think i'm  just going to leave it at this.    The first of what i am hoping to be many many more.    Yvette is back HOME      YES!!!!!!!!   Later…..i have gone back and back and…

her Heart is beating way too fast.       However you do……some kind of prayer

  I    

  old wood bordering that last little bit of the front row of the B Garden.      I sat on the overturned pot inbetween these and the little  Fig  tree where it's shady,  coolest at that time of a triple digit day.    just looking at them….the marks  living beings had left from their…

at the turn on faucet for B Garden.     Where i first go,  coming down…..squat.    breathing     and turn the water on.  I stay a few minutes looking down ,   just looking from that vantage point on down the road,   down to where the Spanish Broom used to be        a couple…

came into B Garden with too much.    on my mind     and    as i turned to begin,    this bloom of the miniature bamboo….said softly loud        Gentle Day ,  grace,          and i stopped.     Let things go.   Began again.       

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