A little over a year ago i spoke outloud about wishing for a Therapy Group to help me come to terms with  "not having become a writer or an artist".   Out of the Blue,   Wendy,   Wendy Golden Levitt,  signaled her willingness to facilitate.   And so…the twice a month ZOOM    Gatherings at the Well   …

it was difficult to find this.    And then,  it was difficult to try to understand        WHY     i so much needed to find it.   See it.   What would it help me understand?    It's taking time to  "listen" for the answers to those questions.   I  posted  it last night so it…

it started like this         un intended.         Just being,  morning Being.     Looking at nothing.   Being  lost in thought.   and then noticing this magic show just right before my eyes.      and      This is    what i mean by "magic".    Real things       …

how there is so much beauty….just small things…"small"  things…like how these things,  hanging together on that pvc pipe curtain rod  across this "room"            the Michelle dress and a shirt received in the mail….,   their colors first this morning and then deepening/lessening/deepening  throughout the day,    watching that happen ,   how…

since it wasn't happening,   i thought           Why Not?    Just to feel what it would be like?

Very taken by the image for many reasons,  some of which are unknown to me.   But i want to repeat the drawing.   I know from my experience with repeating that it doesn't happen.    That first One    ,   the one that has the magic,   almost is impossible to re create.  for me, anyway.   So…