it was Typepad last night.   Just  "wouldn't"   and  i  gave up and went to sleep. but i'm in the same place today.   These numbers are from Sunday morning.  They have changed but not significantly.    This fire is the largest active blaze in the United States.    It is expected to burn       …

  by the turn of events i read and read and read….look,  look,  look.     this is a once in a lifetime thing that's happening.   i want to know it in all its variations.   i want to understand what's happening.   and the day goes so quickly….    i thought i had a lot of time…

once in a while i have moments of Absolute Clarity upon waking from a nap.     Today.     a Fire that cannot be contained in this time of climate crisis.   239,000 acres   advancing at 4 to 5,ooo  acres/hour    In my mind,  i see this.   Understand this.       My 78 year old self…both able…

i have till August to be ready.   

that placket….for the Magic buttons….the cloth of the  dress so thin,  so Light,  so hardly there.   How would this work? ,  those buttons?     I glanced over at this shirt,  this square of    Kantha     that was put just for beauty on the back of the shirt…just for beauty  but i  picked   it up…

wouldn't it be  ironic i grin ear to ear.   just the thought of it.   A woman.   a woman of color and originS.      wouldn't it be ironic. maybe the meek can inherit the Earth

needed a placket.   Magic Buttons have weight.       i had off handedly wished for a Therapy Group to work through all i'd not become.  said that and then in conversation here,  we would need a facilitator and Wendy,  Wendy Golden Levitt,   appeared   Out of the Blue and said     i'll do it.    Gathering…

the Leaflitter Dress,  the Magic Dress really will only need two functional buttons,  ie with button holes.   maybe 3      so the rest would be just for Magic?   What about Magic and leaflitter?     a lot of questions arise.

they follow the Evacuation.   maybe are even    FROM   the evacuation.   Or simply because it's time. Michelle's dress.   She sent it.   A dress that knew her body,  that walked with her around NYC.   Was   orange   when  i couldn't "do"  orange,  so….just put away.    But today,  becomes one of two.   The Magic Dress LeafLitterDress  , …