"it is the heart……..speaking out loud in the clear air"      David Whyte                  i like to think the Universe says Metta for me sometimes  in the face of things,   i can fall into a place where i think Metta is weak.   that its words are naive, …

i would be like her.   Present.   in any moment.  

i had ZERO memory of this card. i have gotten into the habit of keeping this collection of index cards on the Table.   like now,   there's usually 20 some of them.  I write all manner of things.   words i constantly can't remember and are on the tip of my tongue,  driving me nuts,   like   IDIOM…

Wendy said…. "working with clear energies that are often opposing each other,  to allow for more clarity,  less intensity,  and a clearer  compass towards reconciliation and integration"    integration…..       required. Dee's post.   I was so flooded with gratitude to her for the beautifully crafted presentation of all that i     live  with…..the part…

go read Pattern and Outrage     Dee Mallon.com

d a few days ago all three kids were here,  an ice and battery delivery,   and Alyssia and i were at the table talking.   They were worn out from Tag and had brought down their digging tools,  a trowel,  spoons, a spatula,  a couple bowls and began digging.  And as always,  told to go elsewhere….farther…

yesterday i said lost in ……….how i become lost    in.       it's my nature.   to become lost in things.  Wholeheartedly lost.    until i become lost again.    and where i find myself now…..in this Present.   that in a certain way is made out of all that has passed.   having gotten lost in …

how Caroline is so unphotogenic….her legs always looking 2 inches tall,  how it doesn't come across that way in person.   Watched them a lot today beginning when seeing them out the window as they came down from the crest of the Hill,  having already been down to the Big Meadow at A,    just spilling…

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