that small,  1  1/2" round  mold marked,  worn,  craftpaper/cardboard container.    Again….taken for granted as just being there and i forget what's in it.   OH!   the pearl button…..Michelle's moon face drawing so distinctively and unmistakenably Michelle,  her signature   and some folded piece of paper   which is her return address…..her  handwriting.   also.   singular.  Only. …

inner child.   cliche now,   but still,  we all  have one.   i don't remember any reason why i drew this.   it's how it goes.   just touch the pencil to paper and  something appears.   will spend some time with this.   who is the child.    and for that matter,   who is the woman?   Do we also have…

touching in with Numinosity each morning.   This Circle Basket then.  Some things in it were in it in New Mexico.   Some are recent.   It sits just to the left of me on the Table bench,  my place,   on a basket,  the drawing board.  the calendar.  Some stones are from Michigan,  Lake Superior.    Months can…

  before i got here,  Jenny had gotten a 12×12 chain link kennel….6ft tall….so i could  use it for Tay.  I never could bring Self to do that and so we fell into that thing of her not being able to be LEFT.   which meant in hot months,  i had to go and return from…

the rope broke on this one of the hammock swings,  the one that is "Emrie's"   her preferred  and the other one,   Brinley's preferred….it broke mid swing and she crashed and skidded.   fortunately it was a soft swing,  not one of her Big ones where she kicks off from the big branch      But anyway, …

the word for August,  2023    is   authentic

looked and looked back for this.   I couldn't quite remember what it looked like.  Is from March.    I don't know what it is i think it shows me,   but something.    i have less and less Will to find words….wish  i could speak in pictures,  like pictures would come out of my mouth….like bubbles…

the Party.   At A,   the Wall Garden,   the abandoned Wall Garden which is now just a cardboard garden.  They are in what they call the lookout   that was going to be for chickens….way back in the beginning when we thought everyone would be living here any minute.   Alyssia decorated.   Streamers and banners on the canopy…

on that triangular shape rock by the table leg.   SO young lizard,  maybe an inch and a half at most?    never seen a lizard under the table,  or,  here,  anywhere in the periphery of the "house".     and coming just as i was thinking about what the effects of  the presence of a   …

she came with her ball.    a ripped tennis ball.   more boxes checked.    Chicken.   Talkie has become a Bully since  Tay is  gone.  She presides over the immediate space here,   the steps into the "house",   often shitting on them,   she intimidates Puppie,   Emrie and Brinley have  pool noodles if she is in a particular…