i am just going to write something here. it won't be exactly or maybe anywhere near exactly what's on my mind. but i'm going to just say it and then let go of trying to talk about it for now. afterall, it IS September.
what word to use? is the issue. concerned is is too little to convey, heartbroken is too dramatic. so the word i want is somewhere inbetween concern and heartbreak i guess. and although everything is within this, the focus for me is of the planet earth. i came into this life having a true passion for all of it; what was under my footpalms, above in the sky, all beings, human and the rest. it simply grew and grew as the years have continued. and i hope i am wrong. i hope i am over reacting but really, i think not. i think that convenience and the illusion of what we are NOT doing TO this planet will replace all that i love. this does not make me afraid. i think i believe, that as it goes along, we will come to understand what we must do next and next and next until things become quiet for a while or until there is no next. and i understand that i need to go further in understanding how to Continue with these thoughts above. right now, they are just a little raw. but, as it goes, i've said it. that helps.
the jungle of wild morning glories
the salt cedar, blooming yet again considered an invasive. i wonder.
Locust pods. this year, in more abundance than i have ever seen them before. ?
the kids and i think of it as the Snake Tree. this is not true color, but the sky is overcast and the lighting odd, so i just made it a little odder. it's things like this that i "look to" in this work of trying to understand Continuing
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