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the eclipse.    what the camera saw … the little green floating light again.  some vague companions.  i squinted fast and could see the ring for a milisecond only………but………..

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this morning, everything seemed crystal clear.  an ordinary wild sunflower could not be more perfect…….

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the first hollyhock bloom…and wouldn't you know, on the plant that gets frequently run over by the truck backing up to the Albatross……..

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around the raft, the Mallow blooms in profusion

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the Chatalpa…a hybrid between Desert Willow and Catalpa.  the Tree of her died during the COLD WINTER but her "suckers" are blooming with abandon.

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and over the Snake Gate, on the way back in….the Desert Willow has begun.

the Diaries Cloth…on the table…left panel………..and coming in, looking, i realized that i'd begun the stitching last eve here…where there are Deb Lacativa's 5 eclipses……..i never thought about it…till i looked this morning………

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then gaze caught here, to the woven piece from Cloth to Cloth…and though i try to avoid these things,  i see a face.  a female face.  looking back.

AND, if that all were not enough, as i begin stitching,  i am Overcome with a sudden urge that becomes a sudden Realization….i can stitch the kantha OUT from the Eclipse piece…OUT into the rest with it's own color which immediately is known to be a bloodbrown….          And then back to the stitching of the Space then,  now,  into the bloodbrown.

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over these years,   how many times have i seen Jude do this????  hundreds for sure but  suddenly, it was as if i was seeing this possibility for the First Time….it was really, totally NEW.    WHY?  maybe because it arose from the cloth itself?  that one fragment wanted to merge with another but be seen in this way…the merging seen?  i don't know, but though it doesn't look like much at all here,  when it happened, it was  nothing less than a Revelation.

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32 responses to “coincidence or synchronicity?”

  1. Valerianna Avatar

    Someone in graduate school told me that we only had to listen with one ear cause we would hear no matter… but that eventually, when the time was right – IF – it ever was, the information would come back… right when we needed it. Well, they didn’t say it like that, that’s my translation of his words – something more along the lines of: things might not make sense for years, until you’ve worked and worked. Like your kantha.
    Great flowering going on down there!! Are those things all safe for goats if they should break out?? Is that a concern?

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  2. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    EVERYTHING is a concern. because i
    don’t know.
    as i am writing this, after talking with daughter,
    WHO SHOULD ARRIVE ONE WEEK FROM TODAY
    i hear……with one ear, two, a sound i have never heard
    before.
    i have NO IDEA what/who is making it…………could be
    amphibian/reptile/insect
    i have NEVER
    heard it.
    and i think, how i knew that the goats would change the
    ecosystem here………..
    but
    i was thinking it might take a while????????????????
    NOT.
    it’s happening now.
    WHO is this?????????????????

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  3. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    the sound
    is
    amazing.
    WHAT is it???????????????????????????????????????????

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  4. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    am going to go sit outside……….

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  5. elizabeth fortes Avatar
    elizabeth fortes

    Tension, suspense…..I’m waiting to see/hear what is happening!
    Please tell us ( me!) what you do find! hope all is well!
    Much love to you , goats and beautiful flowers…..
    e

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  6. Nancy Avatar

    Wow so Much going on over there! So much green, more than I would have expected. And those eclipses…connected! I think we photographed it the same way (heehee) but I did not get any green lights…I love those green lights over at your place 🙂

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  7. Mo Crow Avatar

    ah! your raft amongst the ephemerals and the kantha stitches like the sands of time…

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  8. Vicky Avatar

    maybe the flowers are singing

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  9. linda Avatar

    i have a friend that also got a lot of little green lights at her cabin by the river. hers could be different colors. she thought they were little “energies” .. seems like it to me. lots to see at your house and i would hang out there too if i could

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  10. jude Avatar

    it all happens from doing… one thing leads to another…

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  11. ali Avatar

    what a green transformation! I love your kantha stitching and the idea of stitching out from the eclipses–amazing what we see when we start seeing, isn’t it?

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  12. Dee Mallon Avatar

    lush, luscious, revelatory, coherent, dissolving, anticipatory, arriving home… there are so many stories here in your pictures and your words! thank you.
    P.S. I often have those ‘hit you up the side of the head’ moments that feel so big and then I go all Homer Simpson “DoH!”. In my case it has to do with being kinetic. If I touch, feel, move, twist, pull, tug, then I know. I remember. If I read and watch, not so much.

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  13. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    it continues every night…i don’t know. and need to
    remember that i have always known that there are many
    members of this little ecosystem that i have never seen,
    will never, probably.

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  14. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    it is VERY green, sometimes (not this year) almost LUSH
    for a month or two, then it all reaches it’s point in the
    cycle where it begins to dry and seed. Seeding in the
    desert is very significant. i supposed it is everywhere,
    really,

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  15. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    they are a really wonderful combination, aren’t they….

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  16. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    night songs…what a beautiful thought…..

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  17. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    did you ever read about Findhorn?

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  18. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    yes. from the DOING. the circle of doing, the continuing.
    yes. and suddenly, there it IS!…..

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  19. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    there you ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    i am grinning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    oh how GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    and YES…what we see when we start seeing…it is
    amazing and such a beautiful surprise!
    OH …your pic….i am SO happy to SEEEEEEEE U

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  20. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    Dee, thanks…..seeing images works for me, reading words
    not so much, but in this case it was just such a really
    small thing that suddenly meant so much to me…..because i saw how it could WORK to SAY something………..

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  21. ali Avatar

    yep–that’s me…finally!

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  22. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Grace this is tremendous! Your cloth is just growing into itself so beautifully, it must be so exciting to experience that SEEING and also to recognise it, that is even better. The flowers and grass in your yard look wonderful – the dirt spaces remind me so much of the yards of my childhood for some reason, the way everything is just growing as it wants maybe? We never had an orderly garden, my mother wouild just tuck in a cutting from up the road and it would always grow, magic! Hugs.

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  23. Yvonne Avatar

    Wondrous blooming here! And – I relate to how experiencing something feels enormous – like going from walking to climbing and getting over an edge – so different than a concept.

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  24. yvette Avatar

    grace I hope the hurricane BUD doesn’t reach you

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  25. saskia Avatar

    yes all of a sudden You Know
    (hey, sounds like enlightenment)

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  26. saskia Avatar

    I read the book many years ago, we even visited the place on our honeymoon in 1996, I found the place a bit disappointing, past it’s glory days…….however maybe things have changed yet again since then

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  27. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    so many things i looked to to find “explanations” for
    myself of how the world felt to me.
    this being one of the MANY………
    and then i stopped looking anywhere except where i Was.
    like, under my feet.
    but…then when i see these little lights, i think of
    Findhorn.
    “past…glory days”….i wonder what happened. wonder what is there now.

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  28. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    yes…things will grow here. the season is long and the
    Sun is more than enough. you just need to give water.
    and that’s what i have been looking at for some years now.
    growing “anything/everything”, but also what is non native
    and excessive. that huge freezing cold winter of 2010
    helped me stand back and really think.
    sustainability. what do we sustain? and why? this is
    something that Deb G knows a lot about and i have never
    had my BIG conversation with her about it all yet….it’s
    still formulating….

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  29. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    Yvonne…yes, i can imagine you having had/having
    many of these moments……….xo

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  30. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    oh, Y, no. that’s for sure one thing we will not have,
    a hurricane. we are too far from the coast. but i think
    we are having sympathetic WIND…WHAT A DAY!!!!!!!!!and
    it hasn’t stopped yet. maybe soon. most times, when
    Sun touches the Rim of the world over there in the West,
    things quiet. HOPE.
    love,

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  31. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    oh, don’t i wish.

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  32. linda Avatar

    no, i think i have heard of it but it was in a past life..
    i will look it up.

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