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the morning could not have been more perfect.  warm.  Breeze.  beautiful light flowing as  a blessing.

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and THEN…………….  as i water the tomato plants, i graze on the Lambs Quarters, just pick and eat as i go.  this year there is a bumper crop.  last year it was Purselane.  both more nutritious than any domesticated green we plant.  anyway, chewing, feeling sympathetic with the goats maybe,  my pupils elongated??????,    but i was just chewing, holding the hose, looking at nothing in particular, really, and suddenly my focus zeroed in……..and oh, look.  in spanish, Meera……..with a soft rolling r……….

an Exquisite, Perfect, oh so Excellent maybe 1/4 inch, young Walking Stick on a single blade of grass.  i was …..  stilled.   i was so grateful that whatever i could attribute that moment to, Occured, was In Place.  it would have been  so totally understandable to have    …………     missed.   so ephemeral, so camoflaged, so    SMALL   .  but there it was.  and if there is one,  there are more.

and then Wind rose up, so all that had  been  planned for outside work didn't happen but……….

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almost half way finished with the kantha on the left panel.  having arrived at the point of  decision.

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way back,  an other impulse,  the 6 strands of embroidery thread flowing through and out and down from the opening in the flower.  it perfectly expresses something…the ~almost~  tangle of it…and nothing else i can think of that would be more, uhhh, orderly,  could. 
So…do i leave it??????  or…………..?   in the moment, it is left.  and it causes me to think about what this cloth IS, as i work away.  what will it's purpose/place be?, in my life, in this living space?  and i'm thinking that whatever that might be,  it very well could be washed by hand in a large tub in the bathtub.  the floss would , i think, remain in place through this.  it is invisibly basted and this could be worked even more…some anyway.  what i don't want to do is "tie it down"

 

 

 

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  1. Valerianna Avatar

    I don’t want to be tied down, either…
    more and more I see ocean bottoms with the kantha stitch, love the rhythm and texture.

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    tied down. what ties us down?
    ohhhhh….BIG THOUGHT.
    but for sure, or, hmmm, almost always, in the case of those of Us
    who exchange here,
    it is nothing from Outside that does the tying. we tie ourselves
    with expectations of all kinds, with “needs” of all kinds, with
    hopes of all kinds.
    back again, to that statement of Gelek Rimpoche, “everything has a front and a back. the bigger the front, the bigger the back”.
    meaning, sometimes, all that we WANT/DESIRE as relieving some
    need, will arrive to us with it’s equal shadow side…if nothing
    more than that we cannot bear the thought of not having This. we
    cannot bear the thought of the loss of it’s perfection.

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  3. KaiteM. Avatar

    you say ‘walking stick’, we say ‘stick insect’, neither describes the beauty and frailty of this little creature. so easy to miss, such a blessing that you saw it.

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  4. Nancy Avatar

    We had these in a classroom I worked in once. They are fascinating to look at.
    I want to run my finger-tips, my hands over your kantha. The pictures have looked so deep and luscious lately 🙂

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  5. jude Avatar

    maybe it is ok if it is just there for a while.

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  6. ali Avatar

    what a moment–I can almost feel your heart beat faster as you see the walking stick. I had such a moment with a cobra once–rather fleeting, but a sacred, special meeting of sorts. wonders!

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  7. Doris Avatar

    I´m always impressed how the kantha changes the character of the cloth. I´m watching not judging. Perhaps this part doesn´t want to be changed because it has already a character of its own??? Only thinking …

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  8. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    maybe by giving self permission to leave it there, i
    have given myself permission to take it off…to
    change it…but that will take a lot of that kind of
    very vague drifting thought…

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  9. CopperCreeker Avatar

    i think i would miss it if it was gone. i too imagine running my fingers across the stitching. i am in awe of this wonderful cloth. it’s beautiful but also carries a ‘presence’ that intensifies that beauty.
    grace, you have created a work of your soul.
    :0) Blessings

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  10. Yvonne Avatar

    I stitched a cloth with leaves, cones and other things that will disintegrate and thought it will just do that – that’s the process and a part of life. The floss as it is seems important – and to relate it to the moment you saw the walking stick – that unexpected and complete surprise and how catching it was a gift – the floss is already caught, in that way.

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  11. jude Avatar

    i am thinking more that it is ok if it doesn’t hold fast, maybe it will fall off or wear off. when it is time. i see this element as the “windthread”. it seems significant to me. in a special way.

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  12. saskia Avatar

    a windthread, yes, not to be tied down, and even more so with the kantha surrounding it (which is SO beautiful, it makes me want to cry)

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  13. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    a while back, i posted a large one…something about
    stigmata.
    this was SO small. yes. a blessing.
    they are amazing in that they live, continue on the planet.
    so many things could be a hazard for such a delicate
    being. but they DO!!!!, as evidenced here.
    i like this kind of evidence.

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  14. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    the Cloth is deepening

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  15. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    i smiled, reading this. so rare for you to be this
    direct. and so, i know that my “first thought” is
    strong, has substance. today….that WIND oh jeez, that
    WIND…the goats water covered with a skim of dust and
    our eyes all squinting. i love that Wind and i don’t
    Love it at all….
    but it comes.
    and so..i spent most of the day doing kantha, inbetween
    those threads. they will hold for a long time, i think.

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  16. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    ahhhhh, then. it IS good.
    these kinds of feelings, when we are filled with
    RESPONSE
    i like it when they happen to me….

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  17. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    that startled instant
    so unexpected, undreamed….

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  18. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    the kantha is just so much more than i ever could have imagined…………..

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  19. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    Copper..if i have “caught” anything with what i’m doing
    here, it’s the experience of Living here…amidst all
    ….and the ever deepening awareness of that….
    and living Here, is just about where i live. it could
    be living Anywhere. and we All live somewhere that is
    equally Alive, yes?

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  20. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    Truth…here. yes. it was already caught…way a long
    time ago and now yes…associated again…like an
    underline….which would
    be
    what a walking stick would be….a line. an underline.
    Yes!

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  21. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Grace, everything, so beautiful – I felt tears coming, for the little stick insect so fragile and perfect and how many many things there are like that, what an amazing PLACE, land, everything. We DO tie ourselves to things and people sometimes and it doesn’t work but then there is the small perfect thing and the meditation of stitching, sigh and smile. Hugs.

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  22. Mo Crow Avatar

    Do the walking sticks (aka phasmids – love that family name) have wings where you live? I was so surprised the first time I saw a foot long stick suddenly unfurl an amazing set of pink and purple wings & fly away here in the land of Oz!
    & I love the lightly stitched loose thread & especially how it has made for this beautiful conversation about the ties that bind & the threads that connect that make us all more humane.
    I spent a lot of yesterday discussing the difference between having a big dream and dreaming into being. It’s about what each of us does with this “one wild and precious life” to quote Mary Oliver. The dream world is the portal for each of us into the collective dreaming but it’s what we each bring back & manifest through our hands and communications that is our work as artists, musicians, writers, carers, gardeners, mothers, whatever we are called to do and however we manifest it in this lifetime otherwise it’s just another pipe dream… it’s not joining in the dance…
    and your magic cloth dances so lightly with the wind!

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  23. Vicky Avatar

    i am thinking the complete opposite of you, and the rest of the visitors here. i think you should stitch right over the knot of thread….tie down the chaos, tame it a bit. you have wind in the grasses….

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  24. judykeathley@cox.net Avatar
    judykeathley@cox.net

    such a beautiful post–
    the creature
    the cloth
    then the teaching from you & gelek rimpoche.
    thank you.

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  25. Jacky Avatar
    Jacky

    Oh Grace, that ‘walking stick’ …. how incredible that you noticed it and were able to enjoy its presence.
    I am just loving all of your kantha stitching.
    Jacky xox

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  26. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Mo, beautiful thoughts!

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  27. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    Hey Grace just called in for coffee! I have been thinking about threads/ties/binding – it seems to me there is a thread that binds us all (red thread – Chinese idea?) but your thread on your cloth is more than that, it is your story. Go with the synchronicity – and your instincts which are so strong. I was trying to find a photo I took on a teachers’ excursion to our local wetlands in Newcastle – they had a case full of stick insects of the giant variety. Amazing ancient creatures some about 24″ long, I had never seen anything like them. Alas the USB stick has gone missing!

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  28. dee Avatar

    very provocative post and thread… I wonder if part of the draw (pun!) of the thread swirly and loos-ish is the contrast it provides to the tacked, stitched, adhered areas… I’m glad Jude pointed out ‘wind thread’ – perfect! I agree that it’s fine to have some components that will change faster than others. Then it is like performance.

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  29. handstories Avatar

    that smooth blue is striking against your ocean of stitches. & the free thread, i’ll wait & watch.

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  30. Nancy Avatar

    “a performance”…nice…(((smile)))

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  31. linda Avatar

    oh i agree with judy.. i am loving the cloth. i like the floss all unfurling from the flower.
    i guess being tied down is what i am in so many ways. but in my heart and mind i am somewhere totally different. and it is only a matter of how you view it if it is truly a problem.
    weird thoughts.. sorry.
    jet lagged and having a weird day..

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  32. grace Forrest Avatar

    stitching me into things, things into me. as i type
    this, a very subtle fragrance of goat rises from my
    jumper.

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  33. grace Forrest Avatar

    i would so love to see one of your wing~ed sticks. no…
    the ones here do not.
    dreaming/living/doing. it all is so smooth this evening.

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  34. grace Forrest Avatar

    Vicky…i love your thoughts. and love so much that you
    give them freely. thank you…………xoxo

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  35. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s some teaching. has risen up, over and over and over
    to be so true.
    love,

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  36. grace Forrest Avatar

    oh, Jacky….thanks. thanks for coming by. that kantha,
    well, i am it’s humble servent forevermore.

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  37. grace Forrest Avatar

    Robyn…if you EVER find it, please show me….i would
    LOVE to see these!

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  38. grace Forrest Avatar

    i am performing a Life here.
    that thread is on the panel of the Buddha in Glennis’s
    window that occured on it’s own. it’s the buddhist side
    of things that allows things to flow and unfold as they go, as they occur moment to moment. unlike the right
    panel where there is the organic, biological order of
    toad eggs and physics.

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  39. grace Forrest Avatar

    that’s Glennis’ window

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  40. grace Forrest Avatar

    well…i have a fondness for wierd thoughts.
    xoxo

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  41. Nancy Avatar

    Linda~ I understand this…or my interpretation of what you mean. I’ve been having this kind of thought today. Sometimes it is ‘somewhere’ different, sometimes it is ‘someOne’ different. I don’t think I am making sense, but it is part of that whole thought on living your authentic life.
    Like that.
    And I’m not jet lagged!!! Haha

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  42. Mo Crow Avatar

    I have a drawing that may surface if I can just remember what year it was ( I labeled all my sketch books when I was too sick to do anything else one year which has come in handy as there’s close to 40 of them these days)
    but ’til then here’s a good photo of the pink winged Phasma
    http://www.ozanimals.com/Insect/Pink-winged-Phasma/Podacanthus/typhon.html
    and more of the common species here
    http://www.ozanimals.com/wildlife/Insect/Stick-Insects.html

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  43. grace Forrest~Maestas Avatar
    grace Forrest~Maestas

    WOW, you have really Fancy ones! in comparison, ours
    are so plain. i love yours and love that they are
    BIG!…that pink… ~

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  44. yvette Avatar

    wandelende tak (dutch) so intruiging
    and no no no ties

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