it really IS August.  everything is Thickening,  juicing up in one way or another, and that can include going to seed, rotting, dying.  all different kinds of juicing up.   Always, to me…since a very very young child, maybe 4?,  August is the time of Life and Death in their most Intense Forms.  

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the tomatillos have been blossoming for over a month.  Many blossoms.  but none continuing to Fruit.  Why?  i don't know.   but this evening,  as i squated to water,  HA!  ~one~  maybe now…..

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and there are less of These.  Can you see the little wierdos on the leaf stalk?  2 little loveboats?  chewing away.  there have been Many.  and in the last couple days, less.  but i don't think they have anything to do with the lack of fruit.  they don't seem to have any interest in the blossoms, just chew away at the leaves?  and not All the leaves.  they don't kill the plant.  i have NO idea what they are, what is their next form.  they are like larvae.  squashy.  and can you see that "decoration" they have on their butts?   oh, eee.  however, a part of the ecosystem here.

 

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and this made me smile.  it was a work away day, so not much cloth time but i was liking this little scrap of the walnut dye cloth and it was sitting on a piece of printer paper on the table, a pencil nearby and………….looking at it,  i think it's the attitude i'd like to achieve about  "All of Everything That Just Goes,  According to It's Own Necessity Around Here,  Because It's Not All About Me.   might be the next cloth?

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30 responses to “158 Fecund”

  1. handstories Avatar

    how you do faces….really something…this woman, she knows a thing or two, that’s for sure.
    and admiring your moving forward with that shop step in the corner.

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  2. grace Avatar
    grace

    i’d like to know the thing or two that She does….
    and yes. Funny, huh, the shop step. i haven’t gone back
    to my INSTRUCTIONS from Typepad Help since, and won’t till
    the Lizard cloth is finished…one thing at a time, Right?
    i’d like to tweak it so that it seems a little less uhhh,
    stiff, but then, maybe not. it is what it is. i can try to
    make it look “pretty”, but it won’t change the fact that
    i want the cloths to be part of this Ecosystem’s Economy.
    so…maybe blunt is ok. and, i AM a sagittarian…..blunt is my middle name, right?
    am thinking of Janie tonight.

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  3. handstories Avatar

    yes, one thing at a time, i am focused on making space for whatever is new that is coming right now- clearing house and mind. & being blunt is always appreciated by me.
    & janie- that is because today i went through boxes of the days of our teaching together, saying “oh, janie” over and over till moon asked me stop. & then realized that today is her daughter’s birthday. sweet lena. she is a year out of college and thinking of marrying. oh, janie.

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  4. handstories Avatar

    & i just remembered that you were surprised that i didn’t have blonde curly hair- janie did. maybe i’m just the medium for the two of you.

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  5. grace Avatar
    grace

    ahhhh. ok, then. the Janie boxes. and there is a sweet
    Lena, thinking of marrying. oh, janie. oh, cindy. oh, me.
    so…what about Lena? would she want any of the janie box?
    maybe that’s the POINT. sometimes you really have to muddle through stuff to get the Point…but maybe that’s IT?
    is there something in there that Janie wants Lena to HAVE?

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  6. grace Avatar
    grace

    if so, that would be a very pivotal position….
    but, i’m thinking it’s for Lena.

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  7. wendy Avatar
    wendy

    Fecund is one of my favorite words; and it is so particular to a season, a moment. You cant really conjure it at other times of the year.
    And I am excited to see the Shop, too…..

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  8. grace Avatar
    grace

    wendy…no. you are absolutely right. it is SO particular to a season, a moment. and CAN’T be conjured. it is just now beginning here. things are starting to assume their own momentum, their own
    sense of timing and rightness in terms of More or Less. i really want to watch very closely. it’s something that i am so familiar with, but really, need to know so much more about. so i want to uhhhhh, like
    get slitty eyed…do you know?…like when you l ooooooooooo k so
    WELL and long and willingly, you have to squint up your eyes a
    little to take it all in….
    OR
    just be like this being in the drawing………..maybe????, yes…
    more like Her…kind of shrugging her shoulders…and with a sense
    of some kind of Good and Kind and Forgiving HUMOR??????????????
    love to you, Wendy…

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  9. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    I LOVE that face! And, I think you have psillids on your p;ant. Sent off an email for your “all of Everything that just goes” file.

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  10. grace Avatar
    grace

    i looked….
    i think i’ll just call them that…psillids…it’s nice.
    it’s a nice name for kind of not so nice beings.
    OH! the Psillids!, i’ll say…
    YES.
    they come
    i’ve seen them before…not on the tomatillos…i forget
    what,
    but they’re not on the Tomatoes.
    that’s the BEST thing. just NOT the tomatoes.
    LOVE,

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  11. handstories Avatar

    I don’t know if she wants these things, maybe. When Janie died, I helped weed through her things, trying to decide what 9 yr. old Lena might want later. I hope I got it close to right. I do have stories, good and some hard, that I’ve waited to see if she might want, or even should have. But, you’re right, I do need to see her, it’s been a while.

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  12. patricia Avatar

    yes. i remember that awareness too. lying in the grass–probably nearly the same age. feeling the earth under me. knowing the life it supported. understanding the ripeness of the season that would soon give way to fall. to winter. to the fallow down time prior to renewal. and sensing my place–my little infinite place–in that whole cycle. and the lesson…
    the powerful lesson that was for me–that moment of realizing “it’s not all about me!” i got it then and have had to re-learn it time and again. that’s the truth. so this is the cloth that’s on its way? yes yes yes
    and delighting in the way “fecund fallow” sounds together. what a taste treat.

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  13. grace Avatar
    grace

    fecundfallow yes.
    your yesterday’s post is WonderFull….
    Love, and then more…

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  14. patricia Avatar

    and to you
    yes
    and
    yes

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  15. jude Avatar

    hello walnut woman. never ate a tomatillo.

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  16. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    not so nice beings. . .smiling. . . .oh!thePsillids! could apply in many situations, no?

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  17. grace Avatar
    grace

    she winked at you

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  18. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. you are absolutely Right. and i’m thinking i won’t
    have the P silent.
    yes. this is very good. it will lighten up many thoughts
    about not so nice stuff…either beings of any kind
    (human incl.) or Happenings too…i can say…Oh!, must
    be the work of the Psillids…
    Thanks for this, Jan

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  19. Judith in N. Calif. Avatar
    Judith in N. Calif.

    Fecund…have to confess I had to go look up this word. Oh my:
    – producing or capable of an abundance of offspring or new growth.
    – intellectually productive or inventive to a marked degree.
    – medical term: characterized by having produced many offspring.
    Origin: Middle English, from Anglo-French, from Latin Fecundus
    First use: 15th Century
    Well…who knew…obviously most of your community but not I. Seems like there should have been a goddess or ancient crone or someone named this…but wait…is that she on the walnut cloth ??

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  20. grace Avatar
    grace

    fecundity to me is very very close to being TOO MUCH to
    bear. when it is so close to that line, when the
    sensitive chaos leans and begins to seep into my sense
    or order…like when all the grasshoppers begin to mate
    WHILE eating the leaves. so…there is an uneasyness
    to it…i guess hoping for survival?

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  21. beth Avatar

    Love that word for this time of year. Hot nights, listening to plants grow in the dark. (But I think it needs the ity on the end to make it last longer. Like honey in the mouth. Fe-cun-di-ty.)

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  22. joe Avatar

    silly psillids
    sitting silently
    slurping stems

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  23. joe Avatar

    welcome walnut woman…
    oh dear, enough awful alliteration!
    i love your walnut woman! the mix of paper and cloth is as tantalizing as her mysterious eyes! what delicious fun!

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  24. grace Forrest Avatar

    PERFECT!!!!!
    it is EXACTLY what is happening out there, EXACTLY, and
    you are good to give them the
    silly
    because they really kind ARE…and the silly helps me
    feel a little better about their stem slurping…
    xoxo to You, brother

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  25. grace Forrest Avatar

    thank you joe and thank you for coming by TWICE!
    an Honor.

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  26. Robyn Ayaz Avatar
    Robyn Ayaz

    She looks “rich”, not materially but full of knowing way back that she is entitled to wear such a hat, important in some shamanic way, that sly smile sideways; I love your faces that you pull out of the paper or cloth with your pencil. Hugs.

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  27. grace Avatar
    grace

    it’s interesting to me.
    today, i put “her” here and there, but no…Not.
    so, waiting

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  28. Minka Avatar

    Love your sketch

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  29. grace Avatar
    grace

    thanks…they are the best when they are fast like that…
    when i don’t
    TRY

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  30. Vicky Avatar

    I must be depressed….i see the queen in one of her hats….

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