as it turns out, i seem to have a ….cold. i so rarely get Sick that it never occurs to me that when things are just Not Right, it might be ….physical.????. but…i seem to have a cold. not much, really, just that Junky feeling?
so i am listening to crickets. their Summer is Gone song…a looooong sustained single noted Trill.
with no breath. constant. non~stop.
and, this is for tomorrow. all charged up for re doing the shelter in the buck pen that they carelessly whacked off, boards. if it goes how i think it might, this will happen early in the morning. right after the milking.
then, i will make
Cheese.
this evening i talked to Heather, my son's chosen woman, him her chosen man, and baby Giana who we don't even know yet is 2 days…late. 2 days late. i smile. she is IN there. inside Heather. experiencing things. not yet Born.
how we continue to have some kind of Faith and continue to believe that we can bring a child into this world and how that Soul of a child continues to express Willingness to be born into this world
???????
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