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and i think i have a little more info about Purposelessness.   it seems that Each Individual Thing i Do is Whole, unto itself.   as in,  not connected to "more" of something.  Each doing is Complete.  Just it.  it begins and it ends.  There is something very satisfying to me about that.  and is very important information for the Experiment.

i picked the last of the tomatoes.   almost all of them experienced a full season.  very few green.  a lot of these are small.  and i don't know why.  but am going to pull off the mushy ones and turn them under.  see if i get good healthy Volunteers in the spring.  i'm thinking i will.

and i decided to look for Barbara's scur until i found it.  i'd kinda looked before,  but let it go.  Today tho,  i wanted to find it.  i wanted to look at it and try to understand what happened.  i could look at her re maining horn in the last couple days and it wasn't making sense.  but…finding it and seeing what it is, i understand.   i want to do some research about horns.

and i tried to sneak out to get a pic of what's happening out there but failed every time.  i know by the sound of it,  that Nogal has begun to Play.  There is a metal water trough turned over.  actually, two.  one in the Buck Pen,   one in the close Albatros pen.  they like them because of the sounds they make when they jump on them.  kindof a Goat Drum.  and i know by the sounds, that Nogal has begun jumping off and on and Sunny Ray and Tenzen are "chasing" him, off and on.  i want to see it.  But when ever they see me, they stop what they are doing and come to the fence.  

i worked Away from Home today, Monday, and went to the Laundromat.