sometimes i feel like going so much to hang out with Alz. B  isn't good.  that it takes too much time away from Cloth.   even tho it's only a couple hours incl. driving time,  i prevents the momentum i like of working days in a row without interruption.  and i guess that's what was in my mind as i drove today for Music Thursday.  and she was all squished and curled in her big wheel type chair looking for all the world like an old fetus.  so i wheeled her into the dining room, where Music Thursday takes place, set my chair next to her, made her feel my oh so cold cold hands,  she mumbled something and the Music began.  and there went her foot…keepin time and her hands, one that i held and one to tap the arm of the chair and even tho her face was squashed into her pillow,  she 

Sang.   

Her son arrived a little late and took the other side and we all sang.  and when we didn't know the song we just hummmed or da da'd  because gospel, folk and bluegrass tunes are easy to follow along even if you don't know them.  and then suddenly B was into harmonizing…well, for the most part.  whod've guessed?   and forwhatever reason, we got a little Rowdy.  there's a resident who is much younger than the average, but with many disabilities,  most noticably no legs below the knee,  and i remembered him telling me that they don't sing Jeremiah Was A Bullfrog often enough.  so at a pause i called out a request.  and there it came and Johnny was using his cups for percussion and and people SANG.  family visitors SANG.   Joy to the World, All the boys and girls. Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea, Joy to you and me.  through all the verses and when it was over, Johnny called Encore!  and yup, all over again till we were worn out.  

So….what's there to say?  Everything has a Front and a Back.  the bigger the Front, the bigger the Back.  and so it is.

and home to Goats/Wood.  Re build the fire that went out when i was gone.  

 

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and the Magic Diaries Cloth is back up over that plastic

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and while i was looking at that, this one scrap basket was just so glowy…

 

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and then…

i have said a few times in the past how when a cloth is on the Wall and i'm trying to figure out what scrap is next,  i just press something on with my fingers and look.  and it reminds me of those flannel boards they used to use in Sunday School,  with the figures of the story they were trying to teach…i remember most Moses and the burning bush and then  there was one that really bothered me,  of i think Jesus with dark heathens somewhere in the Congo,  where all the missionaries went.

anyway  i always liked the idea of flannel boards.   and i think this is all this amazing span of cloth is going to get.  not a stitch.  but small things, pressed onto it,  as i think about it all.  today was a tiny ink figure.  can you see her?  about nine inches to the left of Jude's fringe?  i don't know what she's doing there.  haven't gotten that far.  due to the Singing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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38 responses to “287 that front and back, again.”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    The Power of Song!

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  2. grace Avatar
    grace

    Mo…it really IS. i had never before understood, or even
    thought about it. i’m not a singer at all. but what IS
    it? old Man Crow would know. how words SUNG to a
    catchy tune last a LIFETIME when nothing else is available to you. B can’t feed herself. Can’t have connection with
    urine or bowel function. Can’t even productively sit up.
    for that matter, can’t hold her head up.
    But she SINGS. she SINGS. WHAT IS THAT??????????????????

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  3. Valerianna Avatar

    OH! In the summer, we used to go to Folk Singing once a week in the seaside town we spent summers in… in my grandparents’ house. Always loved that song!! Sounds like FUN! And I sure know about the healing power of singing on many levels. For old folks, they are getting an internal massage as thier voice echos through bone and muscle as well as all the rest.

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  4. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    you don’t forget what was learned with a melody. It’s a fact. Ain’t that grand!

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  5. grace Avatar
    grace

    “as their voice echos….”, it does, doesn’t it?!, in
    the bones. like maybe a dulcimer or guitar….
    and we know how bones hold our essence, our dna, our
    genetic coding
    what a great thought!
    but then, my Other self thinks…what about the kids
    now? who listen to the gangsta hip hop? and as i
    write that a vehicle approaches from far down the road
    with that base boom death music as i refer to it….
    that vibrates everything more and more and more as
    it comes closer………….

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  6. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Boy Grace, I just LOVE this story…the back and front side of things dichotomy, and…well just this whole post. Made me feel all smiley.

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  7. grace Avatar
    grace

    you remind me. when i was in Nursing School, taking
    all those useless Chemistry classes, i learned
    by making songs of the info needed to pass a test. and
    i did. pass. but soon as i walked out, it was gone.
    but the tune served. served Well.

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  8. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    “Home to Goatwood” is so good>

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  9. Mo Crow Avatar

    Hi Grace, old man crow here, what a lovely story! You ask what is that? All I know is song is a doorway to joy and even when you’re incapable of almost anything else, that’s one doorway you can still walk through. So why wouldn’t you? Old people, crazy people, one leg, one eye, humans, birds, I think it may be magic.

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  10. grace Avatar
    grace

    then…it’s Good. as Tracy says, it’s all Good. ok then.
    ok.
    and ok.

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  11. grace Avatar
    grace

    yup. story of my life right now.
    Home to Goatwood.

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  12. Mo Crow Avatar

    Hi Grace, old man crow here, what a lovely story! You ask what is that? All I know is, song is a doorway to joy, even when you’re incapable of anything else, so why wouldn’t you walk through it? Old people, crazy people, one leg, one eye, humans, birds, all are welcome. It may be magic. It sure is a lot of fun.

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    ooooooooooooooooo….!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    i am so touched…TOUCHED…. that you come here to say
    these words. oh…Ta Da! and o!!!
    and i guess it is TRUE! Song is a doorway to Joy.
    YES!!!
    LOVE to you, for coming here and to that Old Lady of
    Yours…oh, just BIG LOVE

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  14. Deb G Avatar

    Thank you so much for sharing this. Singing is comfort for me and as old man crow said, joy…

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  15. grace Avatar
    grace

    i am thinking about this. i sing to the Goats. but again
    i am not a singer. never have been. but today, i am
    thinking. whatever Way there is, to just GO. i
    will be humming in the morning
    Love

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  16. Deb G Avatar

    I always joke that I sing with more enthusiasm than talent. And really, I think that is what matters. In my mind, if you sing, you are a singer. And that is a beautiful thing. The willingness to sing. I love thinking of you singing to the goats… Thinking too of Terry Tempest Williams (but not to leave men out of this!), “Once upon a time, when women were birds, there was the simple understanding that to sing at dawn and to sing at dusk was to heal the world through joy.”

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  17. grace Avatar
    grace

    Deb…thank you for adding this. i remember TTW’s words.
    and today, that crazy circus acrobatic troupe of Song
    Sparrows showed up. i wouldn’t have made the connection
    if not for you additional comment.
    i have such great willingness to sing. and i guess the
    Goodness of that today at the Old Folks Home was that
    i wasn’t apologetic, either. so i think of that too.
    if you are Happy, for whatever reason, then…it’s OK.
    if others might think that, a little too much, well then,
    ok too.
    it ended up that we SANG and here i am, at the end of a
    day, still remembering how it was………
    so…
    it’s All Good.
    yup.

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  18. julie Avatar
    julie

    If I knew how to do that fancy superimposing that Jude does with photos, I would take the glowing coals and slip it right beneath the basket of scraps, they are one and the same for you: fuel. Beautiful post tonight, you too are just glowing.

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  19. grace Avatar
    grace

    julie…We glow. you too. you make me glow.

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  20. jennie Avatar
    jennie

    Pray tell us about the CD in 3rd photo with scrap basket…
    Can make out “nuns” and “chod” and am intrigued

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  21. Nancy Avatar

    Grace, singing at the end of each summer camp day is one of my fondest, strongest memories. Shaped me.
    When young, I was told I sang off key, couldn’t keep the beat…made me very self-conscience. But I always sing with children, in the car, in the shower…and even w/ my guy (who is a musician, so this is brave for me)…I sing because I have to, need to.
    Singing is emotions of life.
    And asking WHat is it? Why do I so love certain hymns and such, when it is not the religion for me? It’s the song…it lifts you, holds you and rocks you.
    I know how you need to stitch, but I love that this day happened when you did go out, even though it was not your first choice. WHat a reward for just going! I think this story shows the power of balance 🙂
    Beautiful, beautiful writing and post. Thank you Grace for this gift.
    BTW~Tracy, I have never liked that phrase until your explanation…thanks for that!

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  22. ² Avatar
    ²

    i will thank you all for this , i read the conversation and it make me soft and smily
    it gives me also the power to start my day
    singing with enthusiasm

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  23. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Good morning…I’m back for one more look at this beaming post, and to say–tonight I’ll trek uptown to St. John The Divine to chant with some of my Sanskrit chanting friends, to lift my voice with theirs, to rattle joy down from the rafters, and I will think of you.

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  24. patricia Avatar

    ooooooooh. the picture you paint with you words. the joy that comes forth. i can see it all as though i too were sitting there, tapping, humming, singing Jeremiah Was–and whatever else you sang. and it feels like the vibration from the energy of this experience is travelling around the world. and i’m thinking how healing this is. for every thing.

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  25. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Front back, morning, night and during all of it, in all directions music flowed and and I love that you opened your mouth, opened yourself and just sang to your heart’s content. For me, it is dance as you know and the thing is that it is the JOY that comes from just being at one with the moment, at just being happy to be alive, at just being able to sing or dance or hum or beat a drum or play an instrument or strum a guitar, it is in so many ways, a release of spirit. Next time you go to music hour at Betty’s, why not take your wonderful Scottish drum, who knows, maybe someone will get up and dance and won’t that be wonderful…

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  26. Julie Avatar
    Julie

    Cant imagine what the nursing home singalongs of the future are going to be llike…whole lot of ole folks with drippy tatoos singing “bitch”

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  27. Judith of N. CA Avatar
    Judith of N. CA

    Nancy…what an excellent observation..the power of balance..this has given something to really think about..thanks.

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  28. lindamorris Avatar
    lindamorris

    ‘doorway to joy’ …’magic ‘yes i think so too . i really enjoyed your tale of the day here grace and how singing out changed everything. i have heard some most interesting interviews by oliver sacks, who wrote ” musicophilia” about how music positively affects stroke victims ,parkinsons sufferers, alzheimers, etc, the power of music to get through is pretty amazing !

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  29. beth Avatar

    Beautiful post. Balance, balance, balance. Front and back. Flannel board. And all. Love.

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  30. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s a scarey thought

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  31. grace Forrest Avatar

    isn’t it just Something? the power to start a day
    SINGING????????????
    makes me all soft and smily too

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  32. grace Forrest Avatar

    ah…yes.
    these are the nuns of Orgyen Samye Chokhor Ling
    Orgyen Samye Chokhor Ling is the first Buddhist nunnery to
    be established at Deer Park, India. ” In addition to
    traditional monastic education in ritual, philosophy, grammer and languages, the nuns training also includes the practice of Chod, which they perform every evening with hand drums, bells and traditional chants and melodies.
    Chod..Rigdzin Jigme Lingpa The Bellowing Laugh of the Dakini
    this is how i begin my day.
    Dakini is a feminine diety in Tibetan buddhism

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  33. grace Forrest Avatar

    “the power of Balance”…and who gets to say what
    Balance really IS?
    love to you, Nancy

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  34. grace Forrest Avatar

    you cannot know how good your chanting with your friends
    there in NYC makes me feel. talk about Balance, i feel
    like the whole East side of my world is held up and strong

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  35. grace Forrest Avatar

    for those moments, it is UnReal

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  36. grace Forrest Avatar

    a Release. yes. it’s a Release!
    the drum from Scotland is very soft….very very soft sound
    and well, i don’t know…about dancing…there is that
    beautiful thought by the able bodied, but eeee
    might end up in broken bones….

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  37. grace Forrest Avatar

    do you have links to any of these interviews? he is
    such an incredible Mind, O Sacks….i have seen the
    book….have you read that?
    thank you for reminding me of this
    xo

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