Why things DID so well, is maybe, finally, i was able to have a clear mind. a quiet mind. ?? Maybe. I think we have too many thoughts and we have them all at once and we have the past and future in our heads at the same moment we are trying to Do something in the moment. How, then, could a Goat make sense of that? so…maybe it was learning how to become so focused, so Clear of everything but the one small need.
and maybe too it was the Magic of Hundertwasser from Maria, and ALSO
i don't know how to describe this. it is Yvette's Art. a long time ago, i inquired if she sold her Art. and finally…here, in my own home, This. it came the same day as the bracelet. at first i put it against my skin, letting it lie gently there, so beauty FULL, so Alive. but on the morning of Yesterday, wearing my bracelet…i carefully placed it around She who wears the Megamendung, She who Guards the Goats….and look. just look. Yvette has no "shop". but who knows. maybe if enough of Us ask, like with Roz ?, maybe?
But…here it All is. and i cannot seperate any of these things. they somehow were all for the purpose of the One Day when i was able to let go of the fear and let what COULD happen, Happen.
and today was a Good day. A day of Ease for the Goats. All was well.
and i followed the Urge to make a "mask" for this cloth of Looking with one's Wild Eyes….
maybe. and maybe i can stitch it with just two threads over the eyes on the cloth beneath…, that's what i'm seeing now. Maybe.
Tomorrow i visit Alz B and stop on the way back at the Mustang Camp for just a little while. but enough to see the horse with the Sunset on his nose…whose name, i think i forgot to say?, whose name is Sugimoto.




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