couldn't understand it, really. It's been this way for a while, but today seemed so intense. Tried to get quiet enough to see if i could understand what it IS, but couldn't. So…just going. Just Going about the doings of the day with this Pervasive Sense of Restlessness…..Big. Tried to sit down and Write, as in pen to paper, thinking maybe it would show itself, but couldn't sit long enough. so i did what i often do to distract self, in dog terms, to Redirect self and i cooked. All kinds of stuff. I have enough cooked for a week. But still….restless.
When talking with Granddaughter who will be 26yrs this month, she is interested in Many Things suddenly and Astrology is one. So…that in mind i thought maybe it's some kind of tangle in the Cosmos? Maybe. and if i could talk with my old friend HoneyDove, she could consult her big fat astrological volumes and tell me but i don't know where she is anymore…so i am here, floating restlessly on a thread, a fiber, an umbilical of a sort, just floating floating……uncomfortably….
but then, while giving Water, that old Rolodex in my mind flipped up IONS. Everything i have ever heard, ever read, ever seen, ever imagined is in that Rolodex. Small index card like entries. It's all there. Reference.
For about a week now, the winds rise and storm clouds scud from the South West to that Rim over there. LOTS of Thunder…even visible lightning strikes in the distance…lots of drama…but except for that one Good Rain…nothing. But it is as if there is a HOT BREATH breathing into this world here, breathing into our nostrils, lungs, selves. So i google Ions effect on humans and ta Da…
"the negative ions make us feel good. The positive make us feel bad.
If the positive ions occur naturally in sufficient numbers, for instance during the onset of the commonly known hot and dry desert winds, the winds cause depression, nausea, insomnia, irritability, migrane, lassitude and also affect the normal function of the thyroid glands. Biochemically speaking, the body becomes exhausted and this can lead to accidents, violent crime and suicides. These can be counteracted with the beneficial negative ions. "
Negative Ion Report: the CBS Nightly News Feb 14, 1995
looked up lassitude: a condition of wearyness or debility, listlessness, languor. So…
in me, it is a restlessness. but yes, with a wearyness. OK. now that i know…it has lifted. with the knowing and also with showering the tree leaves when Giving Water…so that a mist falls from them down, on me, on this earth. OK. Ions.
and FINALLY….the first of the Yellow Hots. here they are called Wedos…meaning "blondie", in mexican spanish. I was always (and maybe still am) referred to as a Weda…light, light skin, light hair…and in me, blue eyed. It 's slang. Wedo…a yellow hot pepper. They are the best. Just the best. Sautee them and then eat them with anything and everything.
And Dogs…well, to day was really just a totally OK day. A real SHIFT from all before. and i think i have found that if i put my index and middle finger on her "third eye", it means something. it shifts something. Maybe not. but i'll find out. But today we were GOOD. all of us. Not without our small comotions, but we were, really, Good Enough.
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