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The Grubs.   Hidden.  Working.  Living.

I have continued to search for information.  I've asked everyone i can and been reading reading reading on the internet.  I have found a surprising amount of wrong information and half information.   A good lesson in itself.   I asked a person who presents himself as very knowledgable about Everything,  including organic gardening in this area.  I asked the guy who officiates at the dump who lives in the house he was born in,  60 some years.  Asked if he had any of these at his house and yes,  he does.  Asked what he thinks of them,  of the fact that i have so MANY.  He shrugged his shoulders and said he has seen many things this summer that he's never seen before.  I said "would you worry?" and he smiled and said " you can if you want to".

I want to know and understand them because of the very Literal magic they have performed with that  15 foot x 5ft x 16" deep pile of manure and feed waste.    Including the layer of the bales of  Oat hay that the Goats refused to eat that just laid there almost unchanged for going on 2 years.  It is now gone.  Disappeared.  Poof.  In a maybe a month or so.  Poof.

I have been trying for some time now to learn how the application of Permaculture philosophy can work here in a place of desert sand and drought.  The most basic tenet being Living Soil.  Microbial beings, earth worms and etc.  In this case, the Etc. is maybe for one year only,  GRUBS.  Maybe i am seeing the fruits of Leaving Things Alone.    And seeing also the fruits of Waiting….waiting through that knee jerk reaction of perceiving them as a THREAT.  Because of their sheer number, their ugliness,  their hiddenness.  I want to look at the importance of trying to know the truth of them,  of them being here,  what it means to the Whole of this Diorama.  Unless the conditions of this summer were to occur again,  this might be the only time in my life that i will be able to witness this.  There has Never, in my 19 years here been near this much rain and over a prolonged period.  

I read through so Many agricultural papers, blogs, and well all manner of postings but the one that is the most concise and clear is Mother Nature's Backyard…mother-natures-backyard.blogspot.com.  

"Fig eater beetle, cotinus mutabilis, Green fruit beetle,  Fig beetle and June bug.  Habitat primarily the South West US and Mexico…are often mistaken for green June beetles, cotinis nitida and occasionally Japanese Beetles, popillia japonica which occur in the Eastern US.   The beetles feed on already injured fruit.    The larvae occasionally consume plant roots but their primary food is decayed plant matter.  They provide a vital service by hastening the decomposition of organic matter, aerating soil and compost.   Aug. 24, 2013 post.

So,  i am going to be grateful for being given the opportunity to Witness this and in the coming week actually feed them by adding the rest of the manure and bedding straw from the Albatros.  I'll go back over the information and find out when they pupate and at that point I'll quit adding.  Will move that BEAUTY FULL soil to the raised garden beds and begin again in that long pre-compost strip.  

I feel very very Happy.            

And i saw something this morning as i got to my Tuesday job.   The house next door…where the mare and her foul were stung to death by the bees a while ago?,  well,  though the rest of the horses had been there all along,  the house had been empty.   Through the local grapevine i know that the man who had owned and worked the horses had recently died and his wife intended to move over to that house at some point.   As i drove by slowing down i saw much MOVEMENT and saw two Great Pyrenees moving about,  and a large livestock trailer with two Australian Shepards tied to it, barking, excited.  A woman moving about.  And then,  as i watched,  having parked and walked over to the road fence,  i saw her untie the  dogs and open the trailer from which spilled a herd of maybe 30 recently sheared sheep,  two adult llamas and a baby.  The woman moved slowly and surely,  the dogs excited as they separated the llamas into one paddock,  the sheep into another.  Gates clanged shut and she went to another trailer and hauled bales of feed to each of these.  I called out….Hello! and she looked up,  i said what i was doing there and asked if the sheep would be staying and commented on the dogs.  Yes.  sheep were staying.  I said that i have Goats.  She asked where i live.  All the while continuing moving,  looking,  signaling the dogs.  I've heard through that grapevine that she's not too friendly but even if so,  this was enough.  I watched a woman maybe around my age,  working.  Steadily.  Surely.  Doing what needed to be done.  and I imagine,  Just Going.   This fed me.  A lot.

 

     

 

 

 

 

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24 responses to “Fear of what we don’t understand”

  1. Liz Avatar
    Liz

    Well, you should feel happy!
    Dare I say that knowledge can lead to understanding and acceptance while ignorance can lead to less admirable responses?
    If only the world could experience your compost heap …

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    i wish. These years with the Goats have been just so amazing. How their being here has changed things in so many ways…the Composted
    Earth being BIG. I used to haul buckets and buckets of horse manure from the people i work for. Now all the ingredients are here.
    If the Goats are to Go, back to the daughter, i can’t even imagine what might be planted where they have lived. They have changed
    things “forever”.
    and less admirable, well, yes. i could not imagine killing them, either passively or directly, but if i had….what might have been MISSED?????
    and as i’ve thought about it, i thought about those two Guinea Hens i had for a long time, Both called Fiona, the Fionas, because they shared a single mind as sisters, if i had them, they would have been over in that heap day and night just Thrilled
    and maybe or maybe not have put a dent in the population.
    i wish so much that the world could experience compost. i used to not like the act of wishing, but i could easily wish for this.
    xoxo

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  3. Carole Avatar
    Carole

    Hi Grace,
    Here in Australia, we have
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Witchetty_grub
    which the aborigines, in the outback EAT :(…. they look similar to the grubs you have…. NO please dont eat 🙂 hope this helps a bit
    Love and Blessings carole xo

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  4. ² Avatar
    ²

    grace, for me you doïng well
    i learn …. look forward .. the historie of grubs

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  5. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    I can’t think of a better word than ASTOUNDING…thesaurus-amazing, astonishing, staggering, surprising, breathtaking, remarkable, extraordinary, incredible, unbelievable, phenomenal; (informal) mind-boggling…my mind is not boggled but my heart is full. So much fine learnings and doings that surely MUST have been meant to be…the wind shifts and we move in a certain direction…and there we are! Hope the rumored to be unfriendly new woman becomes friendly somewhere down the line. If not, just nice to know she’s there, working the land and critters like you. I’m guessing though, she may not be of the same indigenous mind bent as you…..but, you never know.

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  6. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Feeding the soil, feeding the soul: time and the unexpected as in the rains of this year, who knows why now, why here, why a quiet woman, maybe not unfriendly but intent on getting on with life, appears. It is all somehow connected in my mind to this expanse of time but I can’t quite define it fully; just a sense of things happen when they are meant to and not before…?

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    the ones here are i think more Plump and Juicy.
    “uncreated creation spirits” ….dreamings.
    Yes. i am going to think of them as dreamings.
    high in protein. During certain times then, this abundance
    might be cause for Great Celebration. 2014 would be remembered
    as the year of these dreamings.
    THANK YOU!, for this. Very Much…xoxo

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    natural history. one of my Favorite things….

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    it really doesn’t matter about her friendliness level. I will just
    be able to be inspired by her Doings as i pass by. Going very
    slow and noticing. The sheep will change things there.

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. things happen as They will.
    and these Rains. Really, it is an “Of Course” thing that they
    would Create, Earth being in Response.

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  11. beth Avatar

    I can’t stop thinking about the grub/bugs thing. Do you think this is a climate change disruption thing?

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  12. Mo Crow Avatar

    the grubs are quickening your compost as did the rain but with that many goats and mulch you would be improving the soil regardless of the grubs and that’s good! One of the things that will be good when the goats move to their forever home is the ground will have a rest from the compression of so many little hooves.

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    i do. because of the RAIN. i’ll find numbers of precipitation. MUCH higher
    this summer. But i also don’t think it will become the “norm”. My thinking is that there will be fluxuation. It is highly possible that next summer will
    not support this abundance of the “dreamers”. It’s possible that this
    WINTER might bring cold enough to not allow them to pupate successfully.
    Any of a myriad of possibility. Have no clue about that.
    But feel like in the Moment, all is well.

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  14. Mo Crow Avatar

    Here in the Land Down Under it’s either a drought or a flood with not much in between, some years there’s lots of a particular bug & they attract lots of predators to eat them, other years it’s so dry every thing & everyone just digs in & goes into survival mode. We mulch all our gardens every spring to hold in the moisture for our long dry summers & don’t ever dig or raise garden beds, just pile on the mulch and let the earthworms do the work!

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  15. Mo Crow Avatar

    The birds do most of our bug control except for Bronze Orange Bugs on the citrus, nothing will eat them because they squirt a corrosive acid as soon as they are disturbed so we wear goggles (the acid can blind you if not careful) and rubber gloves to squash them!

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    things like this are just so amazing to me….that nothing will
    eat them….how did they manage to evolve this way i wonder?
    to be so toxic? Why would this happen?

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  17. Mo Crow Avatar

    The Bronze Orange Bugs are native to Australia, in their natural habitat in the subtropical rain forests of Queensland & Northern NSW they would be one of a myriad of bugs, birds and animals.
    There is a native citrus that the BOBs would have enjoyed but they have become a major pest of the imported cultivars- Grapefruits, Oranges, Tangerines, Mandarins, Limes and Lemons. Citrus are demanding trees, they need mulch but not too close to the trunk, full sun , good air movement, plenty of nutrients & lots of water. If not given perfect conditions they are prone to a wide range of pests and diseases.

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  18. Mo Crow Avatar

    & re why are they so toxic? well they are what they eat… if you suck the sap out of a citrus tree, the excretion swill be concentrated citric acid, it’s not a problem for them at all it’s just what they do!

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    this is true, the affect of their hooves. yes. But still, hooves or no, everywhere there is scrap feed, manure and urine, their hooves act to grind ingredients in. I am just seeing SO much.

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    same as here. mulch, worms.

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    well yes. but i guess my question is why would something EVOLVE
    to be so at odds with Everything? and not just them, but
    otherthings i don’t understand…leeches. Parasites. Just
    an Ongoing Wonder since i was a kid.

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    forgot to click reply. it’s a couple down.

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  23. Mo Crow Avatar

    the ground will need to rest after 2-3 years of any sort of animals, the earth gets tired from too much compression, and only one type of urine. With the horses we would rotate the paddocks with the cattle as they eat different things & the goats would be tethered for fresh foraging. Chickens can also do a good job of turning the soil and getting rid of bugs or a green manure crop like cow peas or lab lab to fix nitrogen for rest or just a good foot thick layer of organic matter like twigs sticks leaves etc for a year.

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  24. Mo Crow Avatar

    well leeches like being leeches, mosquitoes like being mosquitoes and are good frog & dragonfly food, Bronze Orange Bugs in their natural habitat are not a problem it’s just they like eating our imported non native fancy fruit trees. The things we call pests and weeds are in our attitude to them not theirs, when we had to kill the bees in our chimney because the people on both sides of our terrace had tiny babies and were worried about them getting stung (the population had grown to 80,000 and they were feral) Well after we had them killed with a powder that affected their stomachs but didn’t harm the birds all the honey dripped down for a few years and maggots ate that then giant cockroaches came in and ate what was left, we have had to get them killed a few times as well! It’s a tricky business this staying in tune with the planet keeping everyone and everything happy, sometimes it’s best not to ask the crows what that tasty thing they have found is & just say “bon appetit!”

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