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WINDOWS today.  Closer to the end.   No wonder no one wants to do this…it's compulsive,  finicky work.  But one is ready for the final blue color.  The other is ready by tomorrow for the Primer.    Slow windows like slow cloth.  one small detail after another while slurping pomegranate seeds and Juice,  the Juice.

Lots of Goat talk.   Jan, the dog trainer,  wants to "use" one of the bucks for her does.  She is very particular,  as she Should be,  because she supplies milk to people,  but very particular  and i will find out in the next days which buck she wants to "use"   (Oh THRILL for them)  And even tho this is a Closed Herd,  has always been a Closed Herd,  i will get the Vet here to do the blood draw for the testing of 5 things.   That's some over $100 but worth it to me.  I want them to be of Use.  Use in the Larger  Sense of the word.  

Then,  Kelly that took Magic and Barbara.   A message machine message from her.  I think she is probably ready to breed too.

Oh and eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.   I almost would rather be quietly in the Underworld with Hades.

If i told you what i dreamed last night you would never never come back here.  You would delete immediately.

But so, we Go.  

 

 

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24 responses to “me, Tay and Persephone”

  1. patriciaspangler47@gmail.com Avatar

    not so. i would come back. do tell.

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  2. grace Avatar

    so it started out kind of innocently with going in to some kind of like huge indoor flea market like HUGE, really Huge, whole giant rooms devoted to like objects than an interior full of furniture etc.
    I didn’t have ANY money so it was like window shoping and i just was and was not into it
    but then the scene changed abruptly to kind of like a State Fair…
    all OutSide and so many many people and then a room where my daughter was and there with her was some kind of fat animal in the dream identified as an aardvark and it was nosing around and eating paper and bits of string and she didn’t know what to feed it, i didn’t either and she would pick it up and put it in a styrofoam cooler where it would fall asleep but then tip over and begin again to nose around, eating paper, and she was trying to feed it different things. And she was strange, the daughter, didn’t look at all like her and her whole mouth was kind of falling apart but it didn’t seem to bother her and i was all the while trying to find the Goats because where they had Been, in a very large good yard, had been opened by all the Fair Goers and they had run out and the only one i could ever find was TenZen, but i was always upstairs somewhere and by the time i got down to groundlevel he was lost again, the last time which i was walking through a very airy space and there was a very very dark thin man, some children too, but he had this thing coming up from the floor and it was odd but interesting and i stopped to look at it and he and i and the children had these few nice moments of appreciating something and that felt really good but i went on and down the stairs because i had heard TenZen calling me
    So you get the drift right? But the interesting thing is, that
    all the while, during these dreams, i am never anxious or upset, i am just Going…just going…doing what i think i need to do

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  3. Liz Avatar

    I’m still here …

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  4. Carole Avatar
    Carole

    I’m still here too Grace….. what did you eat before you went to bed… LOL.hugs.. Carole xo

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  5. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    I’m always still here Grace, eventually. What good news for passing on the DNA of the goats. What juicy good news. Good to come here in the middle of the night when I’ve spent most of today with bad news from the world. Now I’ll sleep, dreaming of Births!

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  6. .cynthia Avatar
    .cynthia

    still here..and glad i know there is a pomegranate in the kitchen gentle day grace

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  7. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Pomegranate = Persephone = daughter dream…maybe this signifies that decisions will be made between you and her this year re the goats??? I’m a big believer in dreams telling us something important. Growing up, my aunt lived right next door to my Mom and every morning, they both would raise the window above the kitchen sink, one looked across at the other and instead of coming over or using using the telephone, they would shout out their dreams to each other and analyze.

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  8. patriciaspangler47@gmail.com Avatar

    thank you. and yes, of course, i’m still here.

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  9. dee Avatar

    I kept waiting for the dream to get disgusting, down-and-Hades-death-and rank filled, but it was just FULL. I don’t know what kind of dream might make me shun your blog… but that’s not it. I’m thinking maybe there is no such dream. Like Marti, I made the association with Persephone and Pomegranate… at first thinking to myself, “Is Grace naming her fruit now?!” It would have made a kind of sense….

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  10. Mo Crow Avatar

    love the greedy snuffling paper & string eating dream beast who keeps getting out of the box Grace!!

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  11. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Your dreams are as interesting as you are…..I’ll always come back for more. I know nothing about goats but if what is happening makes you happy than I’m thinking it is a very good thing!!

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  12. julie Avatar

    What do you think your dream is saying?

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  13. grace Avatar

    you know how back in English class, in school, we learned to write
    an Outline? Before we actually wrote the Papaer?
    Well…this is the Outline. the bare bones. all the rest…well
    just so much

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  14. grace Avatar

    yes. i count on that.

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  15. grace Avatar

    meatloaf and a baked potatoe

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  16. grace Avatar

    oh…what to Think?, of it ALL?

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  17. grace Avatar

    Big and Giant Pomegranate Juice Love to you

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  18. grace Avatar

    Yes.
    Decisions.
    but from my
    dreams?
    hmmmm.

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  19. grace Avatar

    it’s so wierd, my dreams. There is really NO association that i can make sense of, make use of. It’s all just this mess of Humanity doing all that it does and will do and i am just going IN them, in the best way i can and trying to create some kind of order out of the chaos but also having this sense of knowing that i might not be able to
    i’d like to donate my dreaming mind to science

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  20. grace Avatar

    yes. it was a beast that was very out of it’s own ecosystem and trying it’s best and the daughter, well she was trying her best too, to figure out what it needed, but it was all very IFY, what it needed, but it also didn’t die or give up, kept snuffling and dumping over it’s styrofoam box and eating stuff

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  21. grace Avatar

    Tina…my dreams are CRAZY. like way off the wall. I don’t have
    any idea what to think of them. They just are. and I know that
    when i lie down to sleep at night that i am IN FOR IT…like as in
    no real rest. The dream world is busier than the day world. I would just like to
    sleep

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  22. grace Avatar

    i have absolutely NO IDEA. as in all my dreams anymore. They just are of a World of Their Own. I used to read about dream interpretation, using dreams to direct us. all that. Conscious Dreaming. I don’t know. it’s just the PLACE i go at night. it’s like just a different World where i go. Having no more meaning than the world i live in in the Day.

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  23. Saskia Van Herwaarden Avatar

    have been very busy myself and so missed the last posts, including this one, and concur with previous comments: there’s not a lot that would freak me out and stop me dropping by, so pray continue…..
    re the meaning of the dream, for me personally dreams reflect my day time business, which is pretty meaning-less in the grand ‘meaning-of-life’ department, however my small life means something (everything?) to me and so…….dreams-by day and/or night = the just-goingness of life

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  24. grace Avatar

    different times in our lives
    different dreamtime
    your “small life” is not small at all. it’s HUGE.

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