It was a What If day. A day that belonged to it's Self. A solid day. A day of Basic Goodness. A day that had it's own Just Going and ok.
It began with a loooong phone conversation with Kelly who has Magic and Barbara, about so much, that i can't even think to put it here but i loved listening to her, her discoveries, her Dreams, her Awareness of where she is in the moment and where she would want the moment to take her and her family. and it ended with an agreement about a buck coming to her Place for Barbara and Magic. Soon.
Then, it tripped into a call from neighbor Margie who thought she was dying and wanted me to take her to the ER and i thought, listening, that she has this viscious flu and i didn't want to get near her so i convinced her to call the Ambulance which she did and i sighed relief but then got a call a while later from her at the ER, could i come for her. Yes. she did have the flu and yes…there was no other answer but yes, i will come for you, so i took a big swig of Fire Cider from Taking Root Herbals in Vermont that Cynthia sent me…the label of which advises to take take when traveling anywhere germy or at the first sign of a cold, repeating often….. this would be germy….and i arrived at the ER and there was a staff person speaking to a person who was Blind and milling about and then others were there in the waiting room obviously feeling wretched, so i asked the staff person to give Margie a mask so she might not infect me with her germs and he laughed and said ok and there came dear neighbor Margie with a surgical mask in place and i apologized to her but reminded her that i am On My Own with my small world here and she laughed and it was all ok. And well, we'll see.
Some More taping of the window panes on the final side of the Window until the Granddaughter called and yet another long conversation that also involved taking some kind of personality inventory that proved what we already knew that we are very much alike but a conversation that left me feeling the very natural and easy connection with her
and between all this off and on and in between, these pieces of cloth that really "don't go" but then really DO? in a What If way?
I brought in the copper pot and cleaned it of the sludge of summer
the pomegranate in the copper pot
and more phone…Nurse Cindy, who is responsible for a woman Ceil who is on the Alz Unit there at the Old Folks home that i agreed to be Back UP for, in case of Crash for Nurse Cindy
What IS all this?





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