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Slow Coth is Slow.  Roots take time.  Roots.  Slow.  

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the Lizard Turquoise quiet in the small piece of wood from Oregon.   Resting.  Quiet.

Granddaughter hooked me up so i could watch the entire movie….The Mission.  Robert DeNiro and Jeremy Irons.   I don't know why,  but i needed it again.  It's been some years since i watched,  but i love it no less,  no less a single second,  i love this movie.  Maybe the Only one i love,  time and time again.  Why now?  I don't know.  

Those i have come to love on the East Coast of this continent,  they hunker down.  Surrender.  Maybe it's something about Surrender.  What do we surrender to?   Still,  I don't know.

Tay got in the truck this evening.  Many times.  I was unloading the bales of Grass Hay and would pat the shotgun side and finally…she jumped in.  She tasted everything with her tongue,  everything and then left,  but came back.  Again and again.  In Her Time,  she does things.  In Her Time.

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  1. Michelle in NYC Avatar
    Michelle in NYC

    “The Mission” is fierce isn’t it…amazing shots within, and so rigerous. Maybe it’s calming and it’s message profound. I’m going to bed now but had to look before I do…hey Tay you good dog you. Night Grace.

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  2. yvette Avatar
    yvette

    Michelle you are ok…snow blizzard

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  3. yvette Avatar
    yvette

    grace
    in her time!
    dogs do learn us so much if we take the time to really look
    amazing love…..

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  4. jude Avatar
    jude

    I think we all do

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Good to see a comment from you Michelle in the on going snow blizzard, I worried but it seems that things are going as best as they can in NYC.

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  6. patriciaspangler47@gmail.com Avatar
    patriciaspangler47@gmail.com

    i don’t know how i missed her before. the exalted supplicant on the horizon. but she is so uplifting as she offers up ….and the scale–her size–yes.

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  7. .cynthia Avatar
    .cynthia

    i love looking at the background of this cloth..i look out my window and my entire view..which is normally wide and sweeping is simply an echo of these colors..every now and then the wind..which so howled last night ..pushes the snow aside and i can see the shapes of trees..their branches the colors of the roots..somehow i find the symmetry quite comforting..we have snow..but not the destructive storm on the coast..our snow is falling vertically..not horizontally..and i am inside.
    my surrender is easy…i have had time to prepare and there is that sense of normal life, normal restraints normal patterns being taken away ….i am most fortunate..i do not have to go out..i can write that so easily..yesterday it would have been so different ..”important ” dr appts..small but needed errands and other commitments that needed to be met..all done and so the enforced staying in is a kid of gift..a granted excuse to simply be to simply go on inside and undisturbed
    . but my heart.. my heart is two miles away high on the mountain top on a mountain top away..knowing breezy meadows
    is full of animals that need to be fed and watered and sheltered..and so my mid races up and down each hopefully snowy not icy step to the high tunnels for the chickens..to the shelters and milking stations for cows and goats..to the pig pens..and i am grateful knowing there are christmas boots on feet all these things happened here before..happen every year to farmers..and of course i know that..but being here ..the reality of being here..changes my world…i want to take your beautiful roots and encircle this small world..keep this small space contained and safe..oh i wish…
    so happy for tay..to move forward in one’s own timeframe..such a gift..gentle day grace

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    ” don’t know again ”
    i know that ,i have it several times
    than i say to myself : just let it go by and be quite
    big hug to you and your TAY

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  9. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    I got all caught up in the snow blizzard so I didn’t read closely but now I have and you many not know but TAY does! She got into the truck*, she got into the truck *, she got into the truck*** and made the shotgun seat her own SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, won’t be long before she goes to the Canyon with you and that is a very fine thing to know.

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  10. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Yup still caught up cause I meant to say, “may not know” not many not know but I know you got it…my Virgo mind insisted that I correct this…

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  11. Michelle in NYC Avatar
    Michelle in NYC

    It wasn’t much after all for the city….hard on Boston though and way upstate

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  12. Michelle in NYC Avatar
    Michelle in NYC

    Pfttttt out here…hardly a blizzard at all in the end. Our transport was pre shut down though. That part was nice…quiet except for plows.

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  13. Nancyk Avatar
    Nancyk

    roots…….they call me, they let me know all is well
    or that is is time to gather the ones that have left behind art
    i’m loving your slow cloth roots

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  14. grace Avatar
    grace

    so many Ways To Be as humanity in that film.
    and as i answer this on Wednesday, this post seems so Long Ago

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  15. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. in her time. There is that lingering idea that i need to
    Teach Her, long inbred, but really, she learns as she Wants
    to know things. And now she wants to know the truck.

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  16. grace Avatar
    grace

    if we let
    it

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  17. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. the scale. trying for that

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  18. grace Avatar
    grace

    i love anything about Breezy Meadows, your Experience of being
    there close. How it has been ongoing for generations, this
    Holding while Surrendering.
    The roots, the Spirit of the Plant Beings is Everywhere…there
    in Vermont so strong…
    to Call Out to that Spirit….imagine the roots, we can. and I
    know you do.
    Love to you

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  19. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. don’t know again is becoming a very gentle feeling. A
    Happiness
    We receive the hug and are Glad.

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  20. grace Avatar
    grace

    Yes. i want to go before the S things wake in the spring.

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  21. grace Avatar
    grace

    roots. lots of thinking of roots.

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