We started by the hoof trimming.  Got 4 done.  They hadn't been on the milking stand for anything other than their own amusement for a while and it was in a NEW place and there was a STRANGER involved.  Like the kids in elementary school…stranger danger.  Instinct in Goats.  Except Snowbunny who likes Everything.  She was first.   The one i wanted to do most was Onday.  But she made it clear that there was No Way.  She would come around from behind, the sides,  even jump on while someone else was being trimmed.  But no.  Not her.  So…4 was good.  It wasn't easy.  They haven't done that in a long while and also they don't know her so there was some pulling and trying to escape.  Not a lot,  but they didn't have Fun.    Jan said she'd come now and then till we got them all done.  I don't know if that might include bucks,  she Really isn't into bucks.  

And then,  TenZen.  So we tried all the ways that might involve some willingness on his part,  some small cooperation,  no.   Goats are very agile.  But then she saw some small pieces of cattle panel leaning against the horse trailer.

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took this pic as a visual but it probably won't make sense,  but we each took one,  maybe 4ftx3 1/2ft and when he went in to the corner of the fences by the gate,  we trapped him by holding the panels to close off escape.  I had the lasso and popped it on and TaDa.  Open the gate,  pull and push him out and into the crate that was waiting there.  Let him figure out how to settle his body in a very small space and then Lift into the truck bed.   Maybe 12 miles to Jan's  where we opened the crate and let him jump down…lasso still in place and then pulled and pushed him up and around and through the first fence with him being unenthusiastic but not really stressed  and THEN,  he caught the scent of her does.  He went along,  following those ribbons of scent in the air and when he saw them,  it was a piece of cake.  In he went to the large corral and she opened the gate from the small one where the does were and it went from there.  None of them are in heat right now.  Him being there will "bring it on".  She has a Nigerian,  Joey,  and a Saanen Nigerian cross,  Nuget (sp  like the candy) and then two one year old does of Joey's who may or may not be ready to breed…as in them accepting a buck.   Being how he is,  he chased up to them a little but then backed off.  He is a gentleman.  Some tongue sticking out,  some verbalization but very tentative.  So we watched for a while, leaning against the gate talking all manner of Goat stuff which i love more than life itself,  and it was a warm and Sun Filled day and everything was very much OK.  Everything was more than OK.  It was GOOD.  She gave me a gallon of Goat milk and a dozen eggs and off i went.

HOME.  where i just 

SAT.  Staring.  Just all emptied out.

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and i read some more of this woman's words about What She Loves…these Sheep and was in the chapter where she has traveled to New Mexico to learn of the fate of SAE 067,  a single ewe left.  I let her take me out of my day here and into her day there.  Then.  I needed her to do this.

After a while,  i went out to sit on the Back Porch and who was it?, but Onday who was immediately there and insistent on contact,  rubbing,  staring into my face,  smelling my breath,  breathing my breath with me,  sharing her breath

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here she comes

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and her daughter Mercy pushed in a little

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her sister Oona

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and young Karma,  who doesn't like to be touched,  stood on the milkstand 3 separate times and stared at me…maybe a challenge…to keep trying?

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and Mercy, again,  wanting

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the crate

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and Nogal.   Alone.  His friend gone.

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10 responses to “Hard and BeautyFull”

  1. sparrow Avatar
    sparrow

    Spell bound: b-o-u-n-d.
    SPELLBOUND.

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  2. grace Avatar

    bound.
    i am bound.
    bound by them.
    Hard or whatever, i am bound by them.

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  3. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Why oh why do I weep when you name them, and they come one at a time, Your hand in their hair, and one doesn’t come, and then Nogal alone.
    That was not a question. It’s funny though to feel for them at such a virtual distance, having never had their scent or the sound of them.
    Love. Yup, love hurts. Love binds, burns, and heals. It’s a bitch of the first order, and the only thing worth anything when all’s done.
    Tonight I think you will sleep well. Hope so.

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  4. Dana Avatar

    Whew. An intense day for you, but it sounds like it went very well. The combination of practicality and deep entanglement that keeping a herd entails must be hard to balance. The care of animals sometimes clashes with the management of them. Brava on walking the edge Grace Fully today.

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  5. Mo Crow Avatar

    yeah TenZen! enjoy this piece of billy goat heaven!

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  6. beth Avatar

    Yes, whew! And okay.

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Love the picture of your hand on Onday….I feel like a bit of a selfish spong that just keeps taking in all you do and say. And the wonderfulness of friendships that have such amazing insights. All of you fill me with gratitude for sharing your artfull talents….your attitudes….every day I learn something wonderfully new. So happy that your day soooo well!!

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  8. Judith in N. CA Avatar
    Judith in N. CA

    Well done, Grace and Jan. You know…he’s not going to want to leave. Big storms passed our way…lots of beautiful rain but no power since Fri. night…generator working now which means the internet and Grace and friends. Good luck to all of you in the snow storm’s way.

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  9. deb Avatar

    Every time you describe the goat’s world I think about the movie called “Temple Grandin” …I doubt very many people have seen it but if you can find it, you should. She invented ways of making herd animals more comfortable with the things humans put them through, cows in her case.

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  10. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I have seen that movie…also have read her books. I have twin grandsons that have aspergers like Temple. And you are so right to be reminded of her by the tenderness Grace has for her goats…..amazing love and care.

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