GREAT WIND today, March is here. The walls of this house move, literally, buffeted by this WIND.
My work away Monday got canceled and it should have been a BElovED home day but the Old CowBoy needed some stuff done at the bank before his lawyer's appointment on Wednesday, and he also said he needed to "rehearse" what he wanted to say. So i found self driving into town, thinking, after spending the last several months "weaning him" from any xtra time from me (thinking he was moving to the relatives place) here i was…."back in THAT saddle" and WHY???? and i decided to give up that line of thought and instead begin the Om Mani mantra which i did,
and suddenly i SMILED. What is all this buddhist practice FOR? Compassion. Spontaneous Compassion. And what IS all this change going on with him but him expressing Need because he has no alternative now and what is this i'm feeling but the response to that need because there is really no alternative i have to offer and What Is It Then, but
Compassion.
What i Practice. OK, then. So. OK. Compassionate Just Going. ok. yes.
the remaining CatHairScraps, like Wind Horses that fly in Tibet, Nepal, India
Wind Horses on the Raft
Lizard. How i Love how their arms and legs, hands and feet are so much like Our Own. How they have five fingers and five toes. How their arms and legs have a very spare plumpness to them. How i Love Lizards, their beingness, really so much like my own.
windthread 
Leave a comment