so, i gave it the name of Boundaries and Self Discipline. Close enough. and what i am being able to Find is a rhythm. It's good, two days now. It FEELS very good. Everyone's comments also were all so useful to getting Clear about the commotion…that i intellectually Know is not outer Imposed, but Inner. So OK. The most important thing is that i created boundaries of Time Spaces…when i was working on the Rock Rooms, it occured to me that i might make some Time Rooms. So i did. The agreement with self is to be OutSide at 8:30 a.m. no list making for What i will Do, but just to be Out. Once Out, things just flow. There is that altered state of Doing, one thing after another moving some from thing to thing, it doesn't matter at all. ALL of it needs doing, so ALL of it is good. And to agree with self that till noon is enough. So, noon, IN. Cloth Time. till 5. Then, back Out till dusk. As the days lengthen this will leave even more time. Coming in at Noon will give a break for the heat of the day. Yesterday and Today felt really just Fine. Things got planted and mulched. The kochia was worked on and heavy mulch in some areas with the bales of sunflower stalks that are scrap. Tays small dug holes filled in and 3 new tomato cages built.
I know these details are dull, but need to be here to Mark the Happenings for this May.
This. Far enough to get a feeling for it. The pieces on the bottom might not stay at all…i am just liking to pin things there and look at the contradictions. The two pieces at the top Might stay. I think they are enough to signify …SKY. And THIS felt really good.
So, a Rhythm. I needed a Rhythm. OK.
Happiness…..what might have been an unwanted something else is NOT. It IS a shoot of the Native Plum for sure!!!! YES!!!!! So…all four made it. This one so small in comparison, but because it came up this way, it will be Strong. Am so happy about it i almost feel like giving it a Name.
figured out where i can plant these carrots. I don't usually do carrots, but in response to really good marketing in the Seeds of Change Catalog, i bought it. Dragon Carrots. The photograph in the catalog..more purple and orange…and the words…the words were the Hook: " A strikingly beautiful and refined carrot with deep reddish purple skin, orange interior, and yellow core that looks great sliced up and arranged on the plate or shredded into salads. The complex, slightly spicy and sweet flavor is especially good cooked or roasted." Roasted carrots are where it's at. So, i'll make a row in the compost bed. somewhere along the long side where they will be safe from the dogs until they actually are established. Plan. ok.
and a Complete Surprise….blooms on the just so new Honeysuckle. It never would have occured to me to look, but when giving water…there they were waving in the WIND…and their SCENT… for the Bees.
so today, i lived with Ease.
THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR EXCELLENT THOUGHTS
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