these are just thoughts that got written down as they came.  Pretty much one sentence at a time as i worked with this Cloth through the day.  Thoughts about Mercy

Mercy …not directly connected to anything…but naturally occuring,  like "air".

the two words,  Mercy and Grace are associated with Acts/Actions/Responses in human terms,  but this is not how i am thinking.

Maybe Gravity might be the greatest Mercy for this planet.  That it IS,  first,  and that it Continues.

Mercy might be the spontaneous occuring of Everything.   Of Everything we know to "be".

Mercy is larger than Everything but also OF Everything.  Mercy is unknowable.

Mercy is indifferent,  just Occurs.   And this reminds me of Trungpa talking about Basic Goodness, but in this case,  not even "goodness"…just a basic What Is.   "It is not for or against, in the same way that sunlight is not for or against".

It might be good to look for examples as they arise.  The first of which might be that storm last Friday.   That simply manifested   out of  a combined set of specific atmospheric conditions.  Maybe the storm was in itself a Kind of Mercy that allowed discharge of wild atmospheric phenomenon and still let Life live?

I'd like to let my sense of a "Self" as an entity separate,  become a part OF.   No separation.  The Micro Burst,  us here,  just parts of the One movement in time.

thinking about Grace and Mercy….to me….Grace is a benevolence.  Mercy tho is of nothing,  is Wildness,  having no "relationship" to/with….but incompassing All,  or  CONSISTING OF ALL.  All known and All unknown.

I watch the Sam Baker video.   Mercy,  in that it all "works".  Over and Over and Over…continuing,  or in our words here in Jude's Cloth world,  just going.  Maybe it's the Goingness.  Maybe Mercy is just Life its self.

All the above,  just Wonderings.    I still haven't gotten to the "core" of the Wonder.  

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20 responses to “more Mercy”

  1. Liz Avatar

    I’ve been thinking as I turn over rows of compost … change is the one true constant. Be in the moment, for it will change. Be thankful in all things, for even the trials will pass … a new day will dawn and things will be different.
    A good friend once had a bumper sticker that read “Grace happens” … and it’s true. It might not happen this moment, but if we watch and wait, happen it will.
    So here’s to being thankful that you made it through a turbulent time, then witnessed it to us. May you be safe, may you have health, may you be happy, may your heart be at ease. And even if the words are not quite “right” may their spirit bring you peace.

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  2. grace Avatar

    ok. you are helping me move along/into these thoughts with this reply….
    am so Grateful for that…
    and my bumper sticker might read Mercy.
    assuming a good outcome. That’s nice and really what sometimes it takes,
    because most outcomes are good to ok…
    but this could have been Anything At All. And the really “funny” part is
    that i love it.
    Given the circumstance, it could have very easily had a different outcome . And that Outcome would be …. well indifferent. And for whatever reason i need to work with this now. I need to not make it any better or any worse, but somehow just look at it as it was and is.
    It was really great, that on Sunday when it was approaching Dark and we were putting up the new panels, the SAME kind of system rolled in, slow and from the East, a repeat and as i this time held up the new panel all i could do was watch the sky…watch and see those mammary clouds and just so totally
    WONDER at them and we kept going, drilling, screwing in, leveling, Doing and there was NO FEAR this time. No Fear. just the watching, the knowing that i had done all that i could have possibly imagined and that what came, would come. It was STUNNING. and really, very Beauty FULL. The outcome
    was beside the point.

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  3. Mo Crow Avatar

    Origin of the word Mercy
    Middle English, from Anglo-French merci, from Medieval Latin merced-, merces, from Latin, price paid, wages, from merc-, merx merchandise
    First Known Use: 13th century
    here’s a link to an old favourite song “Small Mercies” by Mark Gillespie 1981

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  4. Mo Crow Avatar

    just spoke to my beautiful Dragonglass friend Eric who knows thingsd way deeply & he said “Mercy is the space between tribulations” and when I said the discussion was with my friend named Grace he said, “Ah Grace & Ease” that’s what he has always looked for…

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  5. patriciaspangler47@gmail.com Avatar

    that’s so beautiful–the “space between tribulation”–the pendulum point between changes when there’s only the gap. the satisfaction of a deep breath before the going.

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  6. yvette Avatar

    mercy has a softness in it
    soothing

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Grace….I see Grace the same way I see BLESSINGS. Giving me comfort…seeing me through…….a beautiful feeling felt from deep within. Yes Grace & Ease = BLESSINGS watchful eyes looking out at me much like the eyes in your new cloth. It is simple words that see each of us moving towards all the delightful as well as difficult moments…moving us forward gracefully BLESSED.

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  8. grace Avatar

    Tina…what KIND of Higher Power do you acknowledge??????
    you don’t need to answer, but if you can

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  9. grace Avatar

    i don’t know. am really really looking
    Mercy to me, is the tribulations too

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  10. grace Avatar

    is there separation?

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  11. grace Avatar

    it DOES. a softness…even in the violence of a storm

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  12. Nancy Krampf Avatar
    Nancy Krampf

    powerful word Mercy
    am lost in gratitude
    for this place of Grace
    namaste

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  13. Mo Crow Avatar

    OK, let’s look at Pain with a capital P with no way of getting past it without the Mercy of Pain Relief… ten years ago it took all day to try to drink a glass of water because it felt like trying to swallow razor blades and yet there were small windows, brief merciful moments when I could get one sip of water down my burned raw throat when the stars aligned and the morphine worked it’s magic… I believe in Love, Mercy Empathy and the Flighty Nature of Chance… & live with the dark bird, the Duende on my left shoulder

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  14. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I was raised Catholic….but when asked I have to say I am a lousy Catholic but a good Christian. My greatest teachers…not the church….not the schools…my greatest teachers..my mother and the amazing women like yourself and the women who visit this sight everyday and share …..from the heart what they have experienced…what they have learned from those experiences. The strength …the wisdom…the LOVE found in a living community is what KIND of Higher Power that fills me with BLESSINGS. When in drought I read something like MO Crow wrote about Mercy ….writing of her experience from 10 years back and I feel FULL…..Filled with gratitude!!!!! Blessed!!!! Thank you Grace………

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  15. patriciaspangler47@gmail.com Avatar

    not separation–space–at least that’s how i experience it

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  16. handstories Avatar

    I was rereading & pondering all of your mercy thoughts this morning before breakfast, during which Moon gave us the paper’s superquiz & “merciful” was the final answer. The video is very full- so now I have ‘mercy, grace & beauty’ in my mind…and you, dear grace. & I’ve been meaning to say that the small piece of rosy pink in the middle of the yellow is just so lovely and tender.

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  17. grace Avatar

    i just so much want to Know things. Watching, Asking, Wondering, and mostly in a singular way because of circumstance…so it’s
    IMPORTANT to me

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  18. grace Avatar

    tina…i replied…will give it a little while to see if it
    shows up

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  19. grace Avatar

    isn’t it? isn’t it just so lovely and tender? That’s Deb Lacativa.

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  20. grace Avatar

    it didn’t show up…so…thank you for your response
    you Live by Living. ok and i love this very much. By Community, however that comes.
    i smile and feel very good.
    OK. We go.

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