Today is the Dalai Lama's Birthday.  He teaches Compassion.  

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this is a piece of Deb Lacativa's cloth.   It is Utterly Grand.

 

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the colors and the power and the Energy and the Life of this Cloth,   as it is,  is somewhere between the first photograph and these two…it is difficult to capture really what it IS…

Which is just stunning.

and so

Compassion.   Which maybe is a sister of Mercy.   Thinking.  

I went yesterday.  But no one was home but an outside pit bull and an inside one at a window.  On my way to work in San Antonio this morning,  driving by that little piece of land at the turn where he had put a trailer home some years ago,  maybe 4 or something,  he was Outside.  So i skidded in.  Introduced myself and just went.  Told him i needed some kind of back up plan.  For storms.  And that i'd noticed that he was pretty much around.  And just asked.  Would he be ok with me having a phone number for in case.  For in case of that kind of Storm and having no one home to help.  Would he be ok with that?   And he said

"i'm not a carpenter"  i said ok.

"i can't do a lot."  i said ok.  

I said if you can push against a fence panel.  If you can hold up one end of a 2X6,  that's good.

he said

"ok.  i could do that".

His name is David.  i have his phone number now.  He's close by and he's my plan C.  ok.  Plan C.  Because this last time,  Plan A and B were not available.  Proactive.

And i had a long conversation with Kelly who took the two doe goats.  And i emailed her later,  because i knew i needed to.  When she gets set up down there on her Lavender Ranch,  i am hoping she will take Sonny Ray.  It's time.  Someone who (me) is not breeding Goats doesn't need four bucks.  Probably none,  but for sure, not

 four.  Sunny Ray lives with his father Gideon who is very old for a Nigerian Dwarf Goat but still going.  Sunny Ray,  now in his third year is more and more copping an attitude and giving Gideon a hard time.   Gideon seems to take it in stride,  tho he is crippled.  But it's hard for me.  Buck goats have extensive verbalizations and are very loud.  Hard to listen to.

I haven't heard back from her yet.  I hope for this.  I love Sunny Ray.  He and his sister Cinderella were the first born here and so much loved and held and loved.  He is a good and thoughtfull Goat in his so much buckness.  He would make a good addition for her herd.  

Earlier,  on the way back from my work away in San Antonio,  i went to Old Cowboy's where we practiced using the Morphine Nebulizer.  He needs more practice.  But he practiced.   and he had good results from it…i just called to see.  Good results.

so a day of kindness.  All around.  of trying to see what can make things easier.  yes.

 

 

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14 responses to “compassion”

  1. Jan Avatar
    Jan

    yay for plan C. and how important it is to ask for compassion. . .or mercy. . .sometimes. . .to ask someone to be willing to respond if needed. . .glad for your good day grace

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  2. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    clearing up some details and lining up extra possibilities. A very good day I’d say, whittling worries down a bit. A compassionate day all round. May you rest easy tonight.
    The cloth IS magnificent…and so are your toes by the way 🙂

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  3. jude Avatar

    I was thinking about Gideon.

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  4. julie Avatar

    What an idea for a day…being useful and of service to others. Period.

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  5. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Being so proactive…reaching out to others…not only asking for help but even more beautiful is giving another an opportunity to give it. Amazing beautiful things happen when we open our personal Windows and doors. Having opportunity to do for others is an amazing natural high! WOOHOO!!! I believe it is going to be a great day….had lots of rain last night and a garden growing faster than I can feed all its goodness to my family. BLESSINGS Grace…have a wonderful day!!!

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  6. Mo Crow Avatar

    the gentle green of the heart chakra

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    i hope. we’ll see. i really have no idea who he is.

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    doing whatever I can think of

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    o Gideon. He just goes. He’s kind of a wreck.
    Last night i got up at 2 something because a mouse was driving
    me nuts and heard those awful sounds he can make, just his
    awful “normal” buck Goat sounds, but it was in the middle of the
    night when all is supposed to be peacefull. So i stayed up and
    kept listening, ready to go out there with the flashlight, but
    it got quiet again.
    Sunny Ray is 3 now. It’s the beginning of his Buck Life in earnest and he is “abusive” to Gideon…abusive in a normal Goat way….
    pushing him around, practicing his breeding moves on him. It’s
    the “back side” of Goats. They ARE Goats, so it bothers me. But
    he really never hurts Gideon. Last night tho i wasn’t sure. And
    this morning there was all kinds of banging on the Albatros along with the vocalizations….i ran out, expecting Gideon to be pulp,
    but neither in sight…turns out that Sunny Ray had managed to
    get through the fencing that runs along the back of the Albatros over to a gate on the middle Doe yard side. Had whacked loose the top latch to that gate.
    but before i knew that i yelled for him and he came cheerily around the corner with Gideon right behind. I don’t know what they were doing back there to making the banging but Gideon was no worse for
    wear and tear.

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    it IS good. but i like other kinds of days as well

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    i love the image of you feeding your garden to your family….
    a very large spoon with zuchinnis and tomatoes on it…a
    fairytale…

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    it IS, isn’t it. You notice good things.

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  13. deb lacativa Avatar

    I am reading backward to catch up. that makes a groove between my eyes. If you want to see something interesting, iron that piece of cloth (or one like it in hand).Iron it with steam, cotton hot, on both sides and let it hang to cool. The surface becomes iridescent. That one would look like a pool in a meadow after all the rings hit the shores, came back on themselves and died leaving the water to mirror the busy sky. Then, if it dosen’t suit your purposed, wet it again and crump it a bit, hand to dry.

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  14. deb lacativa Avatar

    yikes. typos. I am lousy with them and cannot seem to notice.

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