there have been three insect beings that i have never seen before.
this One
3 inches…antennae to butt
What an extraordinary Being….
First was in the house…on the window in the Room and i caught h/ir in a jelly glass and sent away OutSide. But then, when i pulled the Doe's water tub aside to empty it yesterday, …there s/he was. Under the tub. Why? Still. I don't think the pulling of the tub killed h/ir. Maybe. Yesterday, i just walked away. Couldn't think more. No room in me to think more but today, when i pulled the tub to empty again……..
i got a piece of cottonwood bark from that big stump and set h/ir on it. Brought in and looked. Looked. Set on the wood stove with the Shakyamuni Buddha.
What an extraordinary Being. Tomorrow i will take more pics of it's wings, especially. Glorious. and for me…in this moment…a sign. When my kids wondered about God, i always would say stuff about how i have to keep thinking there IS some kind of UltraFineIntelligence of some sort that LOVES
Beauty
Why else would there be such amazing and extraordinary manifestations???? There could just be well, brown insects that brown birds could eat. Brown animals that would eat brown birds. Plain. Food to Food.
But no.
Not at all. There is this just fantastic amazement, Everywhere, repeating. WHY????? don't know. But it's something about BEAUTY.



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