Spent the early part of the day at Dog Trainer Jan's,  as half of a chicken wire team.  We wired the whole of her large Goat Yard,  attaching the chicken wire to the existing cattle panel fencing.  For the babies.  the 4 of them,  one of which is Flash who will come here as a wether in the not too distant future.  

This for me was  excellent.   Was my kind of,  well,  i guess Socializing.  We WORKED.  talked while working,  watched Goats while working,  chickens while working,  the horse,  Empress,  ran the fence line and spoke all Horse Things,  kicked up dust and lipped my hair.  I was energized.  

Jan, subtly,   is encouraging of me to breed at least one of the does here. For milking.  For cheesemaking.   This wove in and out of the hours i was there.  I listen and think.   and in these last moments of this day,  i think that i will make this Great List of questions.  Who to breed?  and Why?  and Why Not.  Questions of all the logistics that were so emotionally hard for me the last time i tried.  She is so much more pragmatic about it all.  

So IF  and this is the Neon IF.   IF  the old cowboy has let go his grip by November,  maybe i will.  Maybe one doe.  Maybe two.  November means they would kid in April.  When it's warm out again.  When it would be easiest to do what needs doing to begin milking.

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and the NEXT.  What a relief….that there IS a Next Cloth…there is always that feeling for me that i have no more cloths In me….but …..here it is.   and it Does have a name, even….Shelter.

 

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see the dark mark on the center post?….how important this small dark mark is…….

 

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the first of the Walnut dyes.  On the right,  see the strip of blue…that was too blue and i could never use it but with the walnut,  it is a fine fine blue.  It's from a linen thrift shop blouse.

A Beauty FULL and very Fine Fine SUNday.

 

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16 responses to “Last August SUNday”

  1. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Brilliant. i can FEEL the energy. Good steady and true.
    Shelter is FINE!

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  2. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Knowing how much August means to you, I am so happy that this day gave you what you needed.
    It is that face beckoning from the Shelter cloth that is talking to me tonight, I don’t know if you will keep her in the cloth but she is a strong yet calming presence as if she is a guiding spirit at work in this sanctuary.

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  3. grace Avatar

    yes. August Gives. Gave. August. one more day.
    i just was Out to fill the Water tubs in the Buck yards. I couldn’t flip the one in Nogal and Tenzen’s yard to empty it, flip it with the rake to empty it. So i went in there and dumped the water and then Sat. on their cotton wood branch and put my hand out in the Gesture of Ok ness. They circled me. But wouldn’t come UP. When there is the fence between us, they come.
    Goats.
    Nogal is the buck that i will “use” if i do decide to breed. Karma is the youngest doe that i would like to breed and he bred her when he was just a baby…that stillborn. That was so “finished” and elegant but dead.
    Karma, still. she is the finest yet of what Jenny was going for, i think.
    but she doesn’t allow touching. To imagine milking her is really imagining, but things change when they kid. This is one of the things i will put on this list for Jan. Do i DARE?
    The face. What IS it with these faces? I keep wanting a face like my own, today, kind of worn
    but i keep not being able to achieve that wornness
    and so
    maybe
    it’s just the face of Woman. Just a female face. ?????
    i don’t know

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  4. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Face of Woman, maybe that’s it; it’s not so much that you make generic faces because they all have distinctive expressions but for me it is the ability to see what I want or need to see as in the Abuelita (grandmother) face.
    Notice that I have said nothing about breeding goats; don’t want to put any pressure on you to make a decision even though I think your creamy goat cheese is the best that I have ever tasted…how’s that for no pressure!!!

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  5. grace Avatar

    the grandmother face
    I will keep trying.
    and
    Notice
    i do.
    and it’s the cheese, floating in olive oil and herbs that i
    want.
    the Purposefull ness that i want. the WHY of it that i want.
    smile…no pressure….

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    to know wath you want is to be sure that this proces forfill you in a way
    the grandmother face smile recognize

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  7. Mo Crow Avatar

    Gosh your shelter looks like a boat with sails and the face has a strong resemblance to Michelle in NYC !

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  8. jude Avatar

    my first blog was “shelter from the storm”. I deleted it.

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  9. Martine Bos Avatar

    You call your next cloth Shelter….
    To me its a witch and yes, witches give shelter………..

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  10. grace Avatar

    Martine…love this…
    what is it that gives the Whitchness??????
    as Deb Lacativa says….TELL……..

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  11. grace Avatar

    sometimes i know sometimes i don’t

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  12. grace Avatar

    it did. i changed that.
    do you think?, Michelle?

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  13. grace Avatar

    bummer. would like to see that blog

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  14. grace Avatar

    i felt it yesterday, today i don’t feel much of anything
    at all…monday

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  15. Mo Crow Avatar

    her pixie face

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