i Looked this morning.
was surprised to see that after all the neglect, some Things remained. The Flax. Two Chocolate Flowers, Garlic coming UP, Parsley and the Cuban Oregano. GREEN and persistent. O.K.and
yes, them. Taken Hold. And i saw that the rocks and stones of the Cairn have also settled…have changed and become One with Themselves
this "houseplant" that Thelma of the Native Plant People gave me, that was become spindly on the shelf in the window and i put Out Side here on the porch to die really, is not dying at all but just fine. Now What.
this scrap, like really, a scrap that was on the floor and i picked it up and set it on a piece of cloth on the table and looked and it looks to me like a scrap of cloth Giving Birth
and the day went. I got an EARLY call from Alyssia. They were sitting in the car, outside of the mother of the baby's Mother's house. Waiting for signs of life. None yet. Supposedly, Jeff was inside there. Some talking to pass time but still nothing and so that was the end of that.
and it was the end of that till late in the day when Alyssia called. There's no point in detailing it all here, was a mess and sometimes frightening. But to say that i gave my credit card stuff and they paid the DNA people and got the results which are that Fate is Blood. And so…blood, yes but his mother is how she is and did NOT enter rehab today and would NOT let daughter Jenny see him, Fate, and much more comotion and Jeff and his mother and sister are on the road again back to California. Where he will enter rehab there. The fate of Fate still to be seen
and all i can say at the end of this day is that i am so deeply and beyond Beyond grateful for my Buddhist teachings that i have so long and so softly let seep into me
Anyone who prays, or lights candles, or or or , anyone. Keep this oh so small one in your heart
windthread 
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