the Now What  space.   Cradle of Mother Night finished and in it's mailing container.    so

there are no words or thoughts in the moment.  just this space.  empty.  how it goes.

so i ran my hands through baskets of cloth,  seeing what rose up

 

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an old now piece of woven cloth from early Jude Days.  Affixed to it that piece from Marti.

Set on a couch cushion.   I like it.  But i'm not so much into making couch cushion covers or pillows.  Stuff here needs to be uhhhh,  tough.  For the kind of life there is here,  it needs to be able to go into the Hot Regular Cycle of a washing machine,….over and over.   I guess i could make it into a kind of removable cushion cover?   Because i like it a LOT?  or

maybe i just am not much for making home enhancement things.  Maybe i am not practical .  Maybe i don't have a thing for Usefull.   Just the Useless,  like story pictures.  Saying that doesn't bother me at all.  It would have,  not all that long ago.  Being useful was important i thought because other people thought so.  But really,  No,  i guess i don't care.  So i left it on the cushion and kept feeling through the baskets.  Finally…

 

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these two…i washed them in my hand in the kitchen sink and set them on the chair to dry.

 

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of course!  a Deb Lacativa

 

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can you see the Eye in the lower left?   Double click

 

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the second piece,  the B side of a thrift shop article of clothing

 

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the A side which i do not like at all.  

SUN did come.  Halfway through the day and the melting progresses.  Still much SNOW,  but progress toward mud.   We are now 3 days into January.  Moving toward Spring.  

 

 

 

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13 responses to “a …… ~space~ …….”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    love how that blue diamond in your “cushion cover” lights up with the indigo patchwork in the background

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  2. grace Avatar

    it does, doesn’t it. So maybe it’s a Sign that i should
    do it

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  3. Liz Avatar

    I love the woven cloth and I’m guessing it feels wonderful to the touch. I’ve been pleased by how well my triangulation pillow has worn over the past year. So keep it out where you can enjoy it, look forward to mending it as needed … don’t hide that beauty in a basket!!

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  4. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    In winter
    all the singing is in
    the tops of the trees
    where the wind-bird
    with its white eyes
    shoves and pushes
    among the branches.
    Like any of us
    he wants to go to sleep,
    but he’s restless—
    he has an idea,
    and slowly it unfolds
    from under his beating wings
    as long as he stays awake.
    But his big, round music, after all,
    is too breathy to last.
    So, it’s over.
    In the pine-crown
    he makes his nest,
    he’s done all he can.
    I don’t know the name of this bird,
    I only imagine his glittering beak
    tucked in a white wing
    while the clouds—
    which he has summoned
    from the north—
    which he has taught
    to be mild, and silent—
    thicken, and begin to fall
    into the world below
    like stars, or the feathers
    of some unimaginable bird
    that loves us,
    that is asleep now, and silent—
    that has turned itself
    into snow…M.O.
    i loved double clicking on the eye…and waiting..being here in this Now What space..my world is all snow and ice..we are in..the snow looks soft and untouched..but underneath it is such a solid mass..even the plow has not made it up the hill this morning..and usually he comes early on days like today..i had thought to tiptoe..or stomp out and recover some things forgotten..their shapes suddenly delineated..but one step onto the surface was enough to send me back inside..earlier today it was 10..now it is 8 and the cat..meowing to go out took one step also..and retreated back with me..it seems like a good way to go into this first week of the year..a quiet space..unmarked..waiting..
    gentle day xox much

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  5. dee Avatar

    back when I made things to try and sell (and successfully sell) I thought I had to make pillows… Now I want to chuck any uncovered pillows just because they take up so much space.
    but I have to say that stitching the night, or the wind, or the eye of the grass, or the lizard of astonishment, or the goat of joy — these are useful, are they not? the cloth when it is done is useful, the blogging while in progress is useful, the memory of the thing later — also useful.

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  6. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Was surprised that you sold Cradle of Mother Night as I thought it was your cloth of turning 70; expected to see it on your cloth keeping wall. Could be that all of the women depicted on the cloth were my thinking it was your “story” of yourself and how you face winter and just go…? don’t mind me, just projecting my feelings about this most meaningful and beautiful cloth whose use is of such importance in the overall arch of being a Maker of Cloth.

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    that Winter Bird….you, Mary O….your world that you find
    yourSelf in with a cat
    coming Here
    to the world i find mySelf in
    oh, just Love, Cynthia. Just Love.

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    i don’t know. it’s just what i am compelled to do. Useful
    or not. And as i said….i don’t care anymore…it’s what
    i do.

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    that Wall, right now with all those Cloths, well, ones that
    have stayed quietly in the drawer….they need to go somewhere
    too. A drawer is not a place to Live.
    Cradle of Mother Night was about how it is leading into
    Solstice, how small Day is, how we live that smallness. Not
    my particular story. All Our story because it is the Story
    that Earth gives All of Us.

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    i would need to make it into a removable case. I do not
    live in a normal environment. It’s a camp ground.

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  11. Vicky aka "stichr" Avatar

    do you have more of that print you dont like the front of? put it in the sun to fade a it? sprinkle bleach on it? or lemon? vinegar? something to change the bright-ness.???

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  12. grace Avatar

    if i can find it, i’d just send it to you. You would like both
    sides and that’s the Best. I am going to look tomorrow or
    Wednesday.
    xoxoxoxo

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  13. Vicky aka stichr and stichr2 Avatar

    yes, maybe that would be the best…hearty laugh!

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