the last of which, at this moment, almost 8 pm, i drove the latest mouse in the Tin Cat down the road, up the road and to near the alfalfa field and the ditch which is flowing with water and dropped h/ir off. That's commitment. i pat self on back. ok.
This morning, tho
Danielle at Bear Mountain had said…leave me some cards in case someone is interested. Well….ok, so i folded some blank index cards into 3s. Front and back here, and on the front, that
form
wind
from so long back, the 80's.
When i made the fiber figures, the "dolls", the Wish Angels and Guardian angels, that mark was always there. Then, i called them Essential Beings…and this was the mark of them. I found self automatically putting it in the corner of this "card".
i looked at it and drew it again, bigger. Looked more. WIND. thought about how there is a constant and not so much verbalized, but just very much There sense of the Elementals in my experience of things….WIND being so Present, so…in my hair.
and more bigger. Wind. all along, even as a child, i have thought myself as Married to the Wind.
and these scraps from yesterday…with this signature of Wind…maybe the next cloth?
and some anxiety here. The weed whacker. It's new since last year. Before that i had a heavier duty one. It got lost in the neighborhood and this one, a little lighter weight came from Bill, Alz B's son via his long dead father, Lee. Whenever Bill thinks i need, like really NEED something, he will get it and say that it's from Lee. So from Lee. Who i never met, coming upon that family just after his death. But Lee, who i am told i would have so totally gotten along with
and this one, there was some anxiety for a while now. Because of the smashed right shoulder, COULD I START IT? i almost didn't want to know. But those Kochia….growing growing growing and who can grow to over my head tall, them….
so….i found the booklet that reminded me how to start it and read and thought ok and went out and DID start it with really no sweat….being better at things this year than ever before, for instance how the instructions say to pull the cord till there is resistance and THEN give it a strong pull…which i think i ignored last year when i had trouble starting it, but this time no…all was Easy and good
and Tazmeena lays back in the afternoon
Fate, in his stroller in California
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