i don't know where i am.  i am not really anywhere right now.  I hover,  around,  here, there,  but i am no where right now.

Part of it is SnowBunny…that she's not here and that i was at the cause of her Death,  no matter for what good reason.  Part of it's that.  I don't know how much.  I can't tell.  I ache for her.

Sun Moon and Stars…Jude…

 

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Question:  Do you have a Moon Cloth?

Ans:  Yes.  i do.  This is my Moon Cloth.

 

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it normally resides on this Linen runner with all manner of other things….it's where it Lives.  My Moon Cloth.

Make more?….moon cloths?….Why.  I have one.

 

and the moons on the Diaries Cloth

 

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this thing,  floating above the Earth image is a Moon.  A Moon,  with many feelings.

In the two debates,  only once in passing was Climate Change mentioned.  Today,  H. Clinton stumped with Al Gore.

If there is no Earth,  none of all this matters.  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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18 responses to “where i am”

  1. sue Avatar

    so sorry to hear about SnowBunny, Grace . . .

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  2. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Grieving takes time…the heart heals slowly. ❤ your moons!

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  3. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Well, pragmatically speaking, you are in your homestead in Polvadera New Mexico on this earth we share that still exists, and I’m grateful you posted tonight. It’s cold here and I’ll wager it’s cold there too. It was colder in the blog universe without you in it. So, dark times and many moons, aching and mourning. What a shame you and I are not actual neighbors. We might share a cup of tea, some starlight and
    companionship. When you can, if you can, and if you wish to, tell me more about these feelings by e-mail.

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  4. Mo Crow Avatar

    love that moth moon!!!!

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  5. elizabeth Avatar
    elizabeth

    So sorry about Snow Bunny, Grace…

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  6. debbie.weaver Avatar

    I know how you feel, I am also hovering, not doing much, a close Aunt of mine died last week after a short and devastating illness.

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  7. jude Avatar

    there is always the real moon too…

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  8. Martine Bos Avatar

    I know where you are Grace………
    When i go out i see the moon, you live under the same moon and when i stretch out my hand, you might as well hold it. After all whats distance when we feel so near?

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  9. Dakotah Avatar

    Things on tv are not real…or as real as we imagine them to be. Things we are told to believe in as fact are not necessarily real.
    What IS real…your feet on the earth, running fingers through fur of the animal you love, growing things, eating and savoring food you prepare…YOUness…YOUness is real.
    This is what I hold onto, being real, having real experience. Not out there.
    Just my take…

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  10. grace Avatar

    there a little of SnowBunny in everything now

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  11. grace Avatar

    it’s a day past a week now and the sharpness has worn off
    now…just soft

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  12. grace Avatar

    there weren’t many words to it and really, still aren’t.

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  13. grace Avatar

    yes…that was an amazing gift from the cloth…that
    moth

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  14. grace Avatar

    Thank you, elizabeth….love…..

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  15. grace Avatar

    so much it’s always such a suddenly foreign thing, death,
    even when we think we might know something of it

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  16. grace Avatar

    always and always and always

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  17. grace Avatar

    i have thought these words all this week and
    i HAVE stretched my hand too, to hold yours

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  18. grace Avatar

    it’s all real and it’s all not real
    i am thinking so much about how things are
    AND
    not or…AND
    it’s this and it’s this
    and it moves into and out of
    I don’t have TV….i read. And i think how i am reading
    someone’s understanding….through their filter

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