again, needed to photograph under the sewing lamp light…so overcast OutSide, and you really can't see that i tried to adjust the skin color on the dream figure, added some Willow, the Inktense pencils, and it was a good beginning, but more is needed.
Everything is stitched in place except for that 3rd top piece…What exactly IS it? What wants to be there? Waiting to find out.
and it was plain to see today that this isn't about my present dreaming, but almost some kind of
Asking
for what i would like the dreamtime to be…
My dreams are so intense and constant. It's like i don't sleep, but go to that Other place and live a life there, no less than the one during waking. It's intense. Action packed. Sensory. Vivid. I have long conversations, we do and make many things, there is sound, smell, color, sensation. Well, like another Life entirely. But it's often uhhh, dumb. One example that comes to mind is maybe a week or so ago, there were many women…like say 12, and we were creating clothing, just putting pieces of things together in many ways, all manner of fanciful things, really, and then all of a sudden, that was over and we had to push everything to the side of the place we were in, which was kind of the size of a football field but inside, and what was next was bicycles and everyone was given a bicycle repair kit.
so you see what i mean? WHY? and almost always interspersed in these kinds of things, there are children or babies to care for. It's Crazy. and i have a lot of Sex dreams which are kind of nice, but ????????????????????
so. What is it i'm doing here making this Cloth….????? don't know, but today i thought it's kind of an Asking. Can it be different?
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Nanette linked me to a sustainable farm blog, https://the kitchensgarden.com Cecilia Mary Gunther who farms somewhere in Illinois. She posts every day. I read her every morning on rising. She has Zillions of readers, literally. Her post today was 12 tips for new bloggers. Most of which were easy, but then we got to the one about …..happy. Be positive she says. Enough hammers on our heads. Engage, Chat, Smile. Which brings me to i think the comment to Acey about being Serious, ….. I am. I am serious. I am often Happy. Sometimes even Joyous. I more than anything LOVE many many things. But i am not much for chatting in some engaging way. I just rattle on.
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