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spending more time….i feel Her to be the Magician of the Ordinary,  the CommonPlace….

 

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how Light penetrates Cloth, in a window.    illuminating,   transforming,     [this,  the work of Dana] creating magic.

OR

human conception.

Alyssia had her routine gynecological check up.  Just as a precaution,  they put in a spiffy new IUD.  Just in case.  she'd had to really work at conceiving Julian.  But just in case.  you never know.

and you don't.

She went off all  "tuned up"  to spend a weekend with her lover.

As i have said before,  the women that we are in this family are not strangers to abortion.  These have been intense weeks.   But a Soul in its just going ness has found its way through and in the end of much deliberation will

Come.

We will welcome a new human being to this world,  as it is,   in this time.  

 

 

 

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21 responses to “again”

  1. Cheryl Avatar
    Cheryl

    Your words are so beautiful and pure.

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  2. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    What new child is on the way? Did I misunderstand–“a Soul in its just going ness has found its way through and in the end of much deliberation will Come.?”
    Meanwhile the light pours through your words, Dana’s cloth and the broken world we love.

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  3. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    The magician, the tree, this particular cloth – I think, because this is how I think, that this cloth told what was coming…she who sleeps under a tree, holding a banner; flying the colors of family? Beneath that tree, roots deep not seen but holding. All I know is that I have kept coming to this cloth but had no words until your news. When I think of your familia, I see a circle, standing strong with arms out-stretched in love and welcome. A circle that knows it can be hard, this standing and facing what comes, especially now as our world is so vulnerable.A circle that also knows that Love is all we have, unconditional and strong; it is how we just go, with Love.

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  4. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Your words leave me smiling … soul searched goodness!

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  5. grace Avatar

    more and more i try to keep the words plain to
    what my intention is for them

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  6. grace Avatar

    yes….a human being has been conceived. All during the
    deliberation of whether or not to continue the pregnancy,
    we talked about how going forward went so much further
    than a
    baby
    how it committed to so much more…a human being.
    and again, i think that it’s not a broken world, as much
    as it is a turning point for Humanity….broken Humanity…
    we are being asked to evolve

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  7. grace Avatar

    i don’t know that we are that strong circle yet but
    we have said Yes.

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  8. grace Avatar

    MUCH soul searching

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  9. grace Avatar

    tonight, Sunday night, we are OK. We are
    a circle.
    we are making our way of just going and we are GOOD.

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  10. Kristin Avatar
    Kristin

    My heart is filled with the blessings your family is embracing…and the process, the discernment, all a most lovely piece of your extended family. Love the piece…and like Marty wrote, there has been something of a story trying to come to me as I looked, enlarged, studied and fell into the depth of the cloth. All good awaits, with every step just going along. The metaphors of life find their way into the cloth, into the sketches, into the dreams, into the stitches…we are all just going, in the mist of so much high energy, negative energy….stay with the flow, is m,y mantra as I focus on the not allowing of sinking into places that are unwelcoming to me.
    Love the words…the stories unfolding, the cloth making, every one speaking a piece of the novel being written.
    Namaste…

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  11. Linda Avatar

    after taking care of babies for years, I am always amazed that people just see conception as a baby. your words of considering more than that.. of a life and a human being. Babies are babies for such a short time and then they become another person in your life. I have seen so many people surprised by that. It is good to consider it all.
    Congratulations ..

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  12. Liz A Avatar

    Another soul … we will share this, too then

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  13. saskia Avatar

    great news then!
    as a lover of not-so-obvious beauty of the everyday small stuff that surrounds me/us I am a big fan of this Magician of the Ordinary, yay!

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  14. grace Avatar

    not falling into the sinking….not falling into that

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  15. grace Avatar

    we so much consider. no small thing, saying Yes to
    a biological function

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  16. grace Avatar

    i breath in and Exhale Long. Another soul. Another soul.

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  17. grace Avatar

    happy…such a small word but so FULL of IT

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  18. grace Avatar

    i wait to see where and how this Magician might appear again

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