i can't send any progress with the Cloth.  I worked and worked at trying align the front,  the harem cloth, the back in some kind of orderly straight lined way and failed.

failed.

i am NOT a straight line person.

am facing that.  Deciding.  i stubbornly want to GO forward with this effort,  but maybe i just can't.  We'll see.

and amidst that,  phone and then pics from the Hill.  Daughter and her man and their two dogs…the dogs for the first time…went and she took pics from her phone.  She is an amazing person but not a photographer.  

 

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she sent a bunch of pics that gave me a much better sense of it all.  This is one…the blue writing on it says Old Nana's house and that little orange ish thing is an icon house.  She says there are really 3 places that she sees as this.  That i should 

fly

there and

choose

Fly there, eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeand NO…..flying is trauma for me….i want her and Alyssia to choose…Trust is good in my world,  flying is,  well,  trauma.

so,  it's GOOD.  they took the dogs.  YES.  and i got a phone call late from Alyssia that ended abruptly that Fate's mother and grandmother Cherie and half brother Elijah who live in Oroville are under an evacuation order because of the breach of the Oroville Lake Spillway.  Haven't heard back.  But how really GREAT this is that it happens now when things are just forming.  To know this EXTREME of things that probably won't happen again for who knows how long??????  How amazing stuff is………….

 

 

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15 responses to “straight lines”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    what an adventure!

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  2. Liz A Avatar

    Watching the Oroville spillway … hoping

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  3. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Actually that’s a great photograph (trees with snow?) and how real the vision is getting!

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  4. vicky aka stichr Avatar

    i thought about this too, as i watched the news. but you will be above the dam area?

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  5. yvette Avatar

    ooo Grace
    how terrible
    the dam in oroville…….but lets pray the evacuation goes quick and that they will be safe!
    thinking

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  6. jude Avatar

    everything has its extremes. the thrill of that really. looks like a story forming.

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I was thinking about you while watching the news this morning … I too like the idea of them picking … the spot will have you wrapped in Love

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  8. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    have you google earthed your site?? i did that tooth’s mounted when i was waiting to move here..so strange to know the shapes of properties and small roads in your mind..of course it will not be the place of now..but still it was fascinating to see hw it translated as i drove these dirt roads
    i loved.. “to know the extreme of things..”..yes stuff is amazing
    gentle day grace

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  9. Martine Bos Avatar

    Grace……..
    i’m so totally exited for you….

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  10. Els Avatar

    (ha, first thought that pic was your cloth …)
    IIIIIIeeeeeee Oroville !!!!! :-O

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  11. cathy Avatar

    Oh, this is a little bit scary for you Grace. Leaving the goats? or taking them? the dog, too…but the whole deal in NM…the land, the house, the special places you have, the neighbors, the nice country friendly store. The work. The cloth. I don’t if all of this can move.

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  12. grace Avatar

    it is.
    it’s scary.
    it’s not without deep, deep concern. But
    What needs to happen now? I look and see closely. What is it about ME? and What is it about what wants to Occur? For the Good of the Whole? for this planet? the “future”?
    the Goats will go FIRST. we already plan for that…how to do it, when.
    The Goats are Primary. they always have been. they are at the base, the root of all this. Goats Rule.
    Dog and cat go with me. We are Same.
    i will not say that i have no fear about it. Because that would not be true at all. I do. I have fear.
    But it needs to happen. There are children. it needs to happen for the Children.
    For so long, i have lived for my Self and that was necessary to reach this point i find my Self in. But now…that is …..
    that is…… softened. Now, it’s for the children.
    The Love. The Cloth. it CAN move.
    The child in Wendy Golden Levitt’s world said: tell her, she has lizards in her imagination. She needs to go, live somewhere else.
    i trust this child.

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  13. cathy Avatar

    Oh, I see. It (they) all can move…but with deep concern.
    It’s all about family, then…the children. I think I understand.
    You are brave!

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  14. grace Avatar

    family in that it’s family that are the players in this
    particular scenario.
    but really, for me, Children, being that “7 Generations”.
    the critical point of the Planet, the need for strong
    community to educate its self on how to go forward.
    Alone no longer makes sense to me. I can let that go
    and work toward the growing of a Larger Whole.

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