windthread

today another work away and i really don't feel good.  It IS a cold…i wanted it not to be,  but it is.  so ok.  and feeling somewhat blah and repeating  as  i do,  i got ready to go work and did.  Even after i didn't want to.  Even after i'd woken to a really Great email from Out of The Blue that answered a question i'd been having of Exactly How Long Is IT that i Have Been Posting Every Day????????  and here,  Out of the Blue,  the Answer.  March 3, 2013.  That's a loooong time.  

No WONDER i wonder.  Repetition.  I don't go back and reread posts…it's just a burdensome thing somehow and there is that nagging sense of repeating.  And i think it's TRUE,  i repeat,  because things are not so much different now than in 2013.  So i'm going to hope that tomorrow when i wake the cold is letting up and i will continue with this wondering but with more energy.  right now i don't have much at all to devote to it.  But i did

see God.

from Cynthia in Vermont,  from Taking Root.    Hawthorne, Spearmint, Hyssop, Elderflower, Eucalyptus, Fennel, Calendula and Peppermint

as i squatted,  taking the pic,  i watched a calendula blossom  lift and RISE,  in slo mo,  rise, Rise and i thought i am seeing the God Thing here.  I am seeing what is so hard for US to See.  How the God Thing is in Everything and is so so so complex.  But here it WAS….floating so gently,  so softly,  Giving and Giving