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i won't be here for a while.  I don't know how long.  But there will be nothing to feel or say that will be Real to feel or say for a while.

They are having Alyssia go to Sacramento for further tests.   The ones they called her about today indicate a possibility of

Trisomy18

you can google this.  No need to put it here.

Brother  is still here.  And i think a LOt about 

empathy.

was just out,  sitting on the steps,  looking at the Stars and wondering about the Why of things.

so i love you ALL,  so much,  but there's nothing really,  in the moment,  to say.

Thank You….love, grace and small Emrie.

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46 responses to “not knowing”

  1. Michelle in NYC Avatar
    Michelle in NYC

    “What you do for yourself, any gesture of kindness, any gesture of gentleness, any gesture of honesty and clear seeing toward yourself, will affect how you experience your world. In fact, it will transform how you experience the world. What you do for yourself, you’re doing for others, and what you do for others, you’re doing for yourself.”
    I lit a votive tonight in front of the Dalai Llama. It is burning there for you, your brother, Alyssia and Emrie.

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  2. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    watching the sun rise, sending much love…to you all
    gentle day grace

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  3. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    May the love and strength that resides in your family as well as the caring from all of us here, enfold you as you wait…

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  4. Liz A Avatar
    Liz A

    May peace be with you and yours …

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  5. ali Avatar
    ali

    Love to you and your family, Grace.

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  6. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Hugs, love, prayers for you and all

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Prayerful BLESSINGS to you and your family as you all give each other the love and support needed during this very scary uncertain time!

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  8. Wendy@ Late StartStudio Avatar
    Wendy@ Late StartStudio

    Oh! Just Oh! I’d simply sit by you while you ponder . . . I’m the kind of supporter who would bring you tea on the doorstep, put a shawl about your shoulders as it got cold and say nothing . . . there is nothing to say.

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  9. elizabeth Avatar
    elizabeth

    Dear Grace, prayers for you and all of your family…

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  10. Mo Crow Avatar
    Mo Crow

    (((Grace)))

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  11. Kristin Avatar
    Kristin

    Holding you dear friend in love and light, as I also embrace Alyssia and Emrie.
    May gentleness wrap you in comfort as this time goes forward…
    Always, always love…

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  12. Cindy from Georgia Avatar
    Cindy from Georgia

    love you, Grace; I was just sitting looking at the moon myself feeling peace which I send to you and your loved ones

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  13. beth Avatar
    beth

    ((( Grace )))

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  14. Deb Avatar
    Deb

    {{for you, alyssa & emrie}}}

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  15. margaret johnson Avatar
    margaret johnson

    ohh Grace……..

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  16. Deb G Avatar
    Deb G

    Sending love…

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  17. Michele Bilyeu Avatar
    Michele Bilyeu

    So truly powerful. Words without words. Great love and a feeling of the edge of all being so close right now. I have visited here post after post and I know the power that is here, in this land, in these goats and dog but mostly Grace in you. And I send this love I feel in you and from you back to you to join with all the great powerful love that all are feeling now. We are all connected by this now. Just as we were all connected by Fate. Connected by love and fate and Emrie.

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  18. Nanette Avatar
    Nanette

    Love to all x

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  19. Dana Avatar
    Dana

    Oh Grace…my thoughts and love are with you, Allysa and Emrie.

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  20. Hazel Avatar
    Hazel

    Holding all of you in thoughts of light. ox.

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  21. grace Avatar
    grace

    this is becoming clearer and clearer….how gesture…honesty,
    clear seeing radiates inward and outward. Self/Other…same.
    We learn this in layers, i think. if we’re lucky.

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  22. grace Avatar
    grace

    Belov~ed SUN rises upon us, for us, for the All

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  23. grace Avatar
    grace

    love enfolds

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  24. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes…peace,

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  25. grace Avatar
    grace

    it travels, love,

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  26. grace Avatar
    grace

    prayers are powerfull

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  27. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes…it’s the uncertainty. but it’s what IS, so we
    learn

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  28. grace Avatar
    grace

    a shawl…i love so much the image of a shawl

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  29. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes…can feel the vibes

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  30. grace Avatar
    grace

    we are all one in this time…totally, all one

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  31. grace Avatar
    grace

    i love that you sit with Moon as you send….moonlove,

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  32. grace Avatar
    grace

    margaret…yes, ohh…..a time of ohhh

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  33. grace Avatar
    grace

    Receiving

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  34. grace Avatar
    grace

    Michele…thank you for these words…they help me as i
    try to know what to put here on this blog…IF i should
    continue through this time…or if it would be felt to be
    a Burden, but in this moment, i think it is ok. That
    what expands the Heart is always ok. And children….
    children…
    again, Thankyou so much for these words…

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  35. grace Avatar
    grace

    o…hello, Nanette….and Love to You….

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  36. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes. yes.

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  37. grace Avatar
    grace

    feel that…

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  38. Martine Bos Avatar
    Martine Bos

    Pondering about the Why of things……..
    i always do Grace but found no answer for you.
    Maybe love……….know of nothing else.

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  39. grace Avatar
    grace

    Martine…i think it’s true. we find no answers except Love.
    There IS no answer except love.
    Just Love. and Love is such a deep deep Pool, we go in,
    we feel it, pressing gently against our body
    and we move
    In it
    in this pool of love….
    True. There is nothing else.
    so in Love back to you…..

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  40. Martine Bos Avatar
    Martine Bos

    Have no words for you Grace, can only send love and you know……………..
    Lots of love to you………….

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  41. grace Avatar
    grace

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Martine~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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  42. dee Avatar
    dee

    Listening to plows clank in the night right now somehow opens my heart, reminds me of how fleeting our time here is. This post does the same. Thinking of you and hope you have received better news.

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  43. grace Avatar
    grace

    Thank you, elizabeth

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  44. grace Avatar
    grace

    thank you, beth

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  45. grace Avatar
    grace

    yes….thank you from Us

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  46. grace Avatar
    grace

    fleeting….
    feeling the fleetingness a lot lately

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