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over night and early morning

 

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and as i go with the thread beads,  Magic teaches.  How it comes to us if we ask,  partners with us, some but is also Wild.   Wild is the important part….and i got this far and just STOPPED…..

stopped.  it was clear that something needed to be known,  so i sat and looked and Asked.  Leave the threads loose.  Ok.

 

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this much today.  ok.

and back to the second pic….in the bottom,  in the Bloom of the Night Flower and then less so in the top,  near the Moon….i added some from the Inktense Pencil of Iron Blue.  This is good.

 

ADDENDUM…..

i quit waiting to hear and just went to lay down in The Bed which Has No War Outside.  Almost falling asleep and the PHONE RINGS…..

it went ok.  the Amniocentesis is done.  The ultrasound took over an hour.  They were patient and waited and looked.  They say nothing.  NOTHING that looked different than a regular fetus swimming along in a uterus.  She has all her parts.  Nothing remarkable.  She's regular.  Just a regular Being.

So.  it takes 2 weeks for the results of the Amniocentesis  but we are DONE.   Emrie.  Whatever she's got or doesn't Got,  she is coming.  She is Just Going.  and WE will Just Go.  OK.  and so much OK.

 

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20 responses to “leaving it loose…..and addendum”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    good magic (((Grace)))

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  2. margaret johnson Avatar
    margaret johnson

    Wonderful news!!!! Emrie’s cloth is so sweet….ox

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  3. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I’m smiling … this is great news! Will continue praying ….

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  4. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Had looked in before you added the addendum. Had wondered if you had news but decided to let it be, if you had, you would tell…hanging loose, 2 more weeks and the firefly continues to hold magic for Emrie.

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  5. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Sighs and smiles, Love and prayers.

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  6. Linda Avatar
    Linda

    Big breath

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  7. ali Avatar
    ali

    A little more waiting but so good to know Emrie is on her journey

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  8. dee Avatar

    yeah yeah and yeah

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  9. Martine Bos Avatar

    Emrie……………………so good!

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  11. grace Avatar

    xoxo, margaret, xoxo

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  12. grace Avatar

    yes. the praying is good.
    I talked today with Gerri, who owns the FeedStore, i was there to get dog food… who Heard
    Heard about Emrie…word travels…..and
    Gerri wanted to know. I told her the whole thing and watched her face as she listened.
    it took a long time to get to that moment with Gerri. She is
    um, well, she is a ranch woman. Was raised here by ranch people and they are a breed apart. I am SURE that we differ about many things, but over the years of my sharing stories to her as i buy my dog stuff and Goat stuff we have softened to each other and today as i watched her face, i loved her.
    She spoke up, as Ranch people can do, and said that she knew
    of Trisomy 18 and that for her, there is never a question. That GOD only gives what is needed. That ending a pregnancy is NOT EVER an option. She added…This is just me. I know other people think differently…
    But i told her that we are Just Going. All of us. Including Emrie and i watched her face just SHINE and she said, i don’t know how you think, but i will be PRAYING for it ALL. and she said it with such joy and intensity and i told her to please DO
    that prayer is one of the most important things human beings know to do.
    and it was Grand. Me, Metta, her talking to GOD….it’s all
    Grand

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  13. grace Avatar

    yes. the firefly holds

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  14. grace Avatar

    so MUCH, SIGH

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  15. grace Avatar

    you have seen these things.

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  16. grace Avatar

    the waiting will give us information. But no matter,
    yes, Emrie is Just Going.

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  17. grace Avatar

    i love that Emrie extends to the Netherlands, that you now
    look out your window upon her too

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  18. grace Avatar

    yes!, like SO Yay! and now….this is Saturday….it’s all
    just a given. We Go.

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