He returned my call.  The trailer making guy.  Utility Trailers and other kinds.    He was a man of few words.  He was not Punky,  but his older brother John.  I had written down my questions.  I asked them one at a time,  ticking them off, and to each,  his answer was one word,  Yes.  So he will come HERE on Tuesday morning.  Take the trailer and replace the axle with a stronger one.  Tires too.  a spare.  One day.   The RELEASE from  this exchange was extreme.   I asked no one.  I DID it.  it will be DONE.  it is the Right Thing.  No guessing.  No Probably.  

I realized that much of what transpires in the middle of the night these days,  is a reflex of Focusing.

Focusing   Eugene T. Gendlin.  I have spoken of this so many times before.  From back in 1978.   

and today,  having that this morning,  there was such Release.  I saw it in the Cloth.

 

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more roots and a significant change.

 

I printed it out and sat,  looking,  sensing,  and marked the thing of ReClaiming.  ReClaiming Self and ReClaiming the Going.

 

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there will be a Goat and a Crow.

 

They are at the Hill today.  Putting in Fence.  After everyone has come there and lived there a while,  it will change.  The whole of the 6 acres will be opened.  But in the beginning,  when it's so new,  there will be fences.  

 

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This is the Goat Forest

 

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this is where their Shelter will be built.  Something with a place for sleeping,  a covered place for their food bowls.   Sheltered from the rain.  remember,  all that looks white/brown is really green.  It's the pic from off the computer monitor and i can't make it true.

 

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and this is from Jude's blog…Spirit Cloth….her patio.  Again,  taken from the computer monitor screen.  When i saw this,  my heart skipped a beat.  I could do this,  i thought.  Bricks and Slate.  I could do this.  

I most probably Won't.  Most probably will be just native grass.  But i COULD.  I CAN.

What i will make.  What i will make There on this Hill,  it will go On after me.  Might become anything.  Maybe even Emrie will live in the hut.

 

 

 

 

 

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13 responses to “Re Claiming the Going”

  1. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    whatever it may be..you could … you can …you will i love the lightening of the air..the ease of breathing when focus leads to release
    truly a gentle day to you grace
    xox much cynthia

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  2. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    ps..reading over at liz’s and thinking of you..next year..with carrots…xox much

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  3. joy in az Avatar

    re: pictures from your computer monitor
    Have you tried saving screenshots instead? Press and hold the “Alt” button while you also press “Print Screen”. This takes a picture of your screen and holds it in your computer’s clipboard. To see it, use a free program like Paint (open it) and click the ‘paste’ button. wah-lah there is the picture you ‘took’. Select the ‘rectangular selection’ feature to crop the part you want, save it, then upload to your post just like a pic from your camera.

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  4. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    It’s possible the screen is too bright. Turn the light down on the screen before you take the photo which may make the colors truer.
    This moving is so compelling. No wonder thoughts keep rising. Good planning with the Axle and may these guys be good guys.

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  5. Deb G Avatar

    That we can is sometimes enough. 🙂

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  6. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    So often when I’m asked why or how I decided to go forward with something …. my answer always is “it came to me during the night”.

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  7. ali Avatar
    ali

    Well done for all the Doings Grace, another mountain climbed.
    Beginnings and Continuings, it’s good to stand back and get a perspective on all that. Hugs

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  8. grace Avatar

    it still comes and goes….(Thursday)

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  9. grace Avatar

    maybe the Old Nana can just be in charge of the carrot.
    am not so much an easter person.

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  10. grace Avatar

    love this…i read it twice and had NO IDEA. They can
    just be enough the way they are.
    but I always love it when i see your pic next to your name

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  11. grace Avatar

    yes…the fluid quality is as it would be and i just
    need to find a way to stay in that motion

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  12. grace Avatar

    a lot of things are like that, really,

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  13. grace Avatar

    stand back….yes…

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