unsure what word (s) to use. just emotional will have to do. Not sad, not good but not bad. Just, well, feelings. Tried to focus on a few things but it wasn't happening. Went from packing boxes to the cloth back to boxes to making a list of all larger objects i will take, trying to imagine them all together and in a Uhaul and i find that really impossible, to picture stuff in one of those trucks. Picturing how i would stack them. so back and forth and really being stuck on wanting to put that figure on cloth.
while looking for muslin for that, found this big piece and thought maybe i just won't make any more Cloths for a while. just use this big piece like a flannel board they had in Sunday School. Just press stuff on it. An installation that could change by the minute.
so the paper drawing and a Glennis moon i'd found while packing.
but i kept wanting to draw this figure on cloth so i did, and tried to figure out how this could go and i can't. There's a limit to merging drawing and cloth collage. So…it just got left this way. And that emotional, uneasy feeling remained all through the day.
first wild sunflower

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