she was there again,  just now….but grown,  twice as big,  and her leg and arm stripes so BeautyFull and i am Care Full as i approach to turn the water on.  We know each other today, tho,  so when i look to see if she is there,  she looks back and i put my hand there…a HUGE hand,  her tho twice as big,  so small but she walks onto my fingers and turns her eyes UP to mine…. and i lower her to an Iris Leaf.  After watering,  she's Back.  Back on the spigot handle….i touch her and she moves so i can turn off the water.

 

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Part of me still wants to be feral.  Human Love is too hard.  Feral.  I could camouflage self in color of Earth,  leaf, bloom, rocks,  only my human eyes to betray me.  

But i have chosen.  Human.  ok.

 

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10 responses to “Solstise eve, the edge of the second Going. Wishing, some, for Feral”

  1. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Oh those eyes … ever seeing …loving!

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  2. grace Avatar

    Our eyes. they are
    Our eyes….

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  3. Mo Crow Avatar

    (((Grace))) you are a magical human being, crow woman extraordinaire who writes, draws and stitches the beauty still to be found when we care to open our eyes

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  4. Yvette Avatar

    If the translation of feral….wild, untamed..is correct I think you blend in everywhere.
    Your eyes can be used to see beauty
    Beauty can be trusted
    Grace your work…i love it!

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  5. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Love that has no form…(((Sigh))) I’m so glad I read this in the middle of the transition…SOLSTICE SALUTATIONS!
    “Heart as Wide as the World”
    https://youtu.be/lT1UI54YUZc

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  6. dee Avatar

    human love is full of treachery indeed. I’d like to be a skunk, or a phlox blossom, or the wind.

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  7. grace Avatar

    trying to find a way that speaks of it

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  8. grace Avatar

    Yvette…the translation is correct…and sometimes speaks
    of going from civilized to untamed, wild
    Wild
    it’s Wild that i love

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  9. grace Avatar

    no form, Every form

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  10. grace Avatar

    full of identification of all manner of things…but to be just
    free
    wild

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