i woke last night,  somewhere around 2 oclock.  Wide awake.  I could tell you about the dream,  but, really the fact that it was nothing important was the Take Away….just stuff….huge rooms,  people,  a baby,  there were four pianos  and i woke from this totally and instead of trying to go back to sleep, i lie there quietly and there came words.  It was a Narrator Dream,  i've talked about them in the past,  but it's been a long long time…years?  But this was different because the Message came when i was just awake.  I was not sleeping.  it was not in the Dream,  but From the Dream and as those messages are,  it was succinct and clear.  It  said….

"Exactly what is your perception of your personal responsibility for the Well Being of this Planet?"

i lie there some,  just lying there and the MOON was so strong through the window…i thought it just had to be Full.   It was almost as if it was a different kind of "nightDay".   I didn't want to go back to sleep i wanted to stay with the Moon and with the words and i just got up and turned on this computer and found the post from yesterday,  sat looking at the pic of the OtherSide of the cloth and then looked to the right,  on the sidebar and right there,  right along side,  was Sam Baker and Mercy…the Utube.  I clicked and sat,  listening,  watching both the OtherSide of the cloth and the images of the Utube,  these both telling me that it's ok,  this place i'm in right now,  that its as it should be,  that the ache is deep but the stakes are so High,  it's as it should be 

and i went outSide,  crickets.  That MOON GLOW,  across the land,  Tazmeena came out and settled next to me,  Tay was already out and i knew that Goldie, Wheat and their Mother were out too.

So just Beauty FULL and those words….Exactly what is your perception of your personal responsibility for the Well Being of this Planet?

and this all comforted me.   If i am working to answer this question day by day,  it is what i CAN do.  To carry the question is what i can do.  To have it be my ONLY question is what i can do.

This morning i went to Utube and typed in Cary Fowler and found again the Utube:

go pro Cause:  Forever Securing World Food Supply with Crop Trust….the Svalbard Global Seed Vault,  Cary Fowler.   Michelle had sent that some time ago.  In the Dawn,  i watched that.  Twice.

And by these things,  i can now devote mySelf to this Place until i'm gone from it.  No longer do i need to turn away.

 

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Tonight IS the Full Moon

ADDENDUM.

touched the publish button,  then the View Blog at the top right,  and there it all is again,  same as before,  the Other side pic of the Cloth with Sam Baker Mercy just to the right.  So i repeat.  Once, so far,  but now go to repeat again.

 

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14 responses to “repeat and same, till it’s done with me….whatever that means or does not mean”

  1. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Insights from a dream prove the truth that we are working things out when we sleep…isn’t it glorious. I wish I’d been sitting on the porch under that full moon with you and Tazmeena. Perhaps I was there in my dream.

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    what a beautiful word picture glowing with deep Full Moon magic

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  3. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    I imagine that there will be more narrator dreams until you actually leave; “till it is done with me”. What comes to me, from my own experience of leaving is that it is never done because of what we hold inside of a place that we have nurtured, loved, worked, understood, lived…it holds deep in our marrow, our cells, our bloodstream, sure you can call this memory, I think of it more like seeding for the next place, the next home…

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  4. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    As often happens your posts kick start my days with much to ponder. Ummmm what can I do? I’m currently reading a book by Naomi Klein titled No Is Not Enough Resisting Trump’s Shock Politics and Winning the World we Need. What can I do is a question I have been pondering on for awhile now.

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Went walking early this morning when daybreak came, after posting a comment here, and thought about your question. Noticed a few bits of trash, paper cups, straws, candy wrappers, maybe left by kids in the neighborhood going back to school, maybe by others. I always carry a bag with me in case something on the ground catches my eye that could be used for dyeing cloth or just because this rock or that feather of seed pod or blade of grass calls to me and as I rounded a corner, some kids were waiting for the bush. They watched me picking up the trash. As I was about to keep going, one girl came toward me with some trash in her hand and asked if she could put it in my bag…so maybe one way to answer “Exactly what is your perception of your personal responsibility for the Well Being of this Planet?” is small acts, breaking down what it means to be responsible for a small bit of where we live, picking up trash, continuing to use less, recycle more, leave a smaller footprint if possible and just maybe, plant the seed of example…

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  6. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    typos, know you get context but sentence should read, “feather or seed pod” and later, “some kids waiting for the bush”

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  7. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    oh dear, bush is on my mind, should read “Bus!!!)

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  8. Martine Bos Avatar

    Full moon dreaming…………aw!

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  9. grace Avatar

    when we sit there, my mindHeart often takes in All of Us….
    each in our particular place under our shared Moon

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  10. grace Avatar

    Moon makes it easy to see

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  11. grace Avatar

    i don’t know….they come so rarely…years inbetween….
    love the word marrow

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  12. grace Avatar

    i have not read yet…just articles and reviews…when it’s
    book time, this will be at the top of the list…
    How do you Find it?????? is it surprising? does it offer
    good perspective? She’s Brilliant

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  13. grace Avatar

    this is a Beauty FULL Story, Marti….just perfect, Thank
    You for sharing it with All of Us.

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  14. grace Avatar

    sometimes i wish for a Full Moon every night

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