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and it's good now

 

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so focused,  i almost missed this…The Stinky Plant…2 blooms,  one open

i needed to go to the Post Office and also i'd forgotten to get dog food from the feed store.  To town.  Friday is the Flea Market.    i haven't been in more than a year,  but it looked like it was exactly as it was the last time.  Pretty much the same stuff it seemed.  Except for a woman selling incense…she said she made it herself????  whatever,  and i bought a dollars worth of Patchouli.  How many of you out there love or do not love Patchouli???????   And there was a woman selling parakeets and finches and she had all kinds of cages incase someone bought one or two and needed a cage.  I looked at them for a long time.  She also had hamsters and a single little turtle whose kind has been offered for sale since i was a child. in a tiny plastic thing with a plastic palm tree.  As i write this,  i am wondering if it would live in some body of water near here,  near here being maybe down south at Elephant Butte??  If it could,  maybe i would get it and take it on that 7o mile drive. ????  Free Wiley.  maybe not,  so what if i got a really big terrarium and made it a world….?

   Also went to the annual Episcopal Church's Rummage Sale to look for damask for Deb Lacativa to no avail.  Don't know what's happened but there's nothing but synthetics anymore but i did get a man's wool cardigan sweater,  an  unappealing beige but i could imagine tying it up and leaving it in a walnut vat someday in the future.  and 3 plates.  I forgot them out in the truck.   I need plates like a hole in the head.  hmm.

and yesterday,  for the first time,  the National Weather Service was WRONG.  Said thunderstorms at night,  but late afternoon,  they began rolling over the RIM and caught me off guard with grass hay still in the truck and the big tarp off what's left of the Alfalfa and i was out in the rain and WIND making up for procrastinating….and that big tarp still had the rip….procrastination again… i did a new repair with way more duct tape again just earlier tonight…less artsy, more practical

UpDate from the Feral Neighbors under the House:  Goldie now comes through the Way Back Gate and hangs around with Tay,  doing that weaving swishing  thing against her legs and Tay is beside herself with Thrill.  Licking Goldie carefully.  ee.  And i fill the bowl out there for them maybe every other day…dry cat food…and twice,  a couple days ago and again last night,  it was obvious that a skunk came to enjoy the cat food.  This isn't great.   So i'll change the feeding routine.  Just some in the morning that can be gone by night.   I keep telling everyone i see about them.  In the grocery line, today at the rummage sale.  At the feed store and gas station.   No one needs a kitten right now.  I can picture Goldie coming through the dog door into the house….his bright little face all a glow…saying    HEY!

and i picked my dirty threads.  Deb Lacativa.   In the moment she's getting ready for Irma.  Sump Pump.

in the distance,  over the far South West RIM it's all hazy.  Something's burning.   Hundreds of miles away,  but we can see the haze.

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ok.  Ready.  i have NO CLUE,  ready for What?  I have no idea.  that's for tomorrow if i'm lucky.

 

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15 responses to “looking”

  1. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    Our street got paved today. Been “construction” condition for 34 years now. The neighbors complained of all the high taxes paid for years and never paved. that was two years ago. It came as a surprise.
    I buy dishes whenever I see pretty ones. Well, actually, bowls. I buy bowls. there is something Zen about a bowl held in cupped hands. And everything tastes better eaten out of a nice bowl. I think
    Deb’s thread. The new bath is very nice isn’t it it. Silvery. Irma. Sump Pump. Gosh that reminds me of the week my father died and the sump pump in his house failed. And I shouted at my husband that it was now our sump pump that needed to be fixed–and then cried. How odd that that was what I thought as I read your words.
    No, I don’t like the smell of those leaves.
    I once took a tiny turtle, in a bowl, on an airplane from Ohio to New York City. He walked off one day in Harrison , New York. I looked for him most of a day–tall grass, little turtle. I’d almost forgotten —- 49 years ago. June I think. or July I was running away from home. I guess the turtle was, too.

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  2. grace Avatar

    i love this. love what you write here. It’s how it is, isn’t it,
    just these small moments
    but they are huge, really and stand, in bas relief forever….
    is that the wrong spelling, i think so, but you can get the drift…
    stand to touch
    for me it’s mostly bowls too, but these plates…well, you’ll see. I’ll put a pic tomorrow. there’s 3.
    smell of the leaves…that stinky plant? or patchouli?
    somehow, the turtle, walking off….. into the Unknown, but needing to
    sump pumps…never had one I did tho have a father that died
    and Deb’s thread…how it makes me feel like i can be Ready.
    Thank you. and Love to you, to me, to all of Us

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  3. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    So glad to see you here this morning (Saturday in Manhattan 6AM. Blessed quiet. The way things remind one of important moments in the past is so familiar. Happens all the time to me now – when I use a utensil left me by a friend whose long gone, and a thousand other things as I sweep my gaze across the spaces within this apartment where I’ve lived for forty seven years – it’s chock full of my personal history and all the beings who have been apart of it. It’s the museum of me, of the many iterations of me I’ve been. I’m taking part in a workshop at the Zendo about writing as healing. We read one of my favorite Stanley Kunitz poems “The Layers” (a part) “I have walked though many lives, some of them my own, and I am not who I was, though some principle of being abides, from which I struggle not to stray.” Oh, it’s a stunning poem, and one of his last. Do read the whole thing here: https://www.%5Bpetryfoundation.org/poems/54897/the-layers
    Meanwhile, having friends everywhere I’ve been tracking the storms across the Caribbean and heading for Florida, the nine wild fires burning in the West that have crossed the border into Canada and the earthquake that hit Mexico yesterday. I pray in my way.
    I would love it if those finches and that turtle could be liberated. I’m pained by the sale of creatures for ‘pets’.
    The Goldie and Tay news is thrilling. Your cloth is thrilling too and the back a wonderful map!
    I love patchouli.

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  4. jude Avatar

    i love patchouli. burning some now. wondering where the kindness went in Mayanmar.

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  5. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    Patchouli. Those leaves. Don’t like the smell.
    Love what Michelle wrote. Love coming here in the morning…so many things to consider through the day.

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  6. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Sounds like a full day of just going. The kind you reference often. In an old post you mention a book by Alice Walker THE CUSHION ON THE ROAD have ordered it.

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  7. Mo Crow Avatar

    a waft of patchouli always evokes that old Leonard Cohen song “Suzanne”
    “And she feeds you tea and oranges that come all the way from China
    And just when you mean to tell her that you have no love to give her
    Then he gets you on her wavelength
    And she lets the river answer that you’ve always been her lover”

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  8. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    I have a feeling she is not able to speak freely. No proof just based on my previous knowledge. I think the military is a power unto itself and that the old regime is still in power, but I don’t know.

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  9. saskia Avatar

    love the back, it’s like a map

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  10. grace Avatar

    museum of me….it is, isn’t it. I would love to come
    once and just slowly walk through your museum, fingertip
    trailing gently along…
    patchouli
    i had a friend back in the 60’s who was unfamiliar with it
    and thought it was my body odor

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  11. grace Avatar

    that is so shocking, isn’t it…i look at the images
    i cannot take them in…they hurt my face

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  12. grace Avatar

    this is why i don’t keep insence with cloth….i would…
    but for some it is not a good thing

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  13. grace Avatar

    Ahhhhh….did you finish Naomi Klien’s???????
    i have such a reading list

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  14. grace Avatar

    yes, so much…..

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  15. grace Avatar

    it is….of the Just Going

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